worry and stress....

who can noe abt my feel now??
i am really stress n worried...
the date is coming nearer and nearer...
but..
now...
seems haven't done anything...

seriously...
I AM TOTALLY STRESS~~!!!
can i get some COOPERATION from u all???
i dun want excuses~~!!!

arghhhhhh....
can try to understand my situation..??
being a director...
i need to worry all the things...
i dun want to spoil our friendship...
but once in meeting...
pls...
be cooperate....
i really duno when i will scold u all...
i scare one day i will lost my temper...
insist of wanna cover my fear and worried....

好想.....

好想...
唱歌...
在房间里...
大声的唱歌~~

好想...
把喇叭调到最大声...
然后...
大声的唱歌~~

好想...
把所有憋在心里的不愉快...
把所有憋在心里的压力...
都随着歌曲...
把它们都逼出来...

可是...
我不是自己一个人在房间...
伤心...

好想...
搞自闭...
把自己关回自己的世界里...
活在自己的世界里...
不去理会其他人对我的看法...
不去理会其他人的感受...
在那个世界里...
没有烦恼...
没有人与人之间的竞争...
没有互相利用的情景...
没有任何压力...
在那个世界里...
任何事都是那么简单...
那么单纯...
那么轻松...

1st dream in 2011

last night...
i had a dream...
a happiness dream to me...
YOU came into my dream again...
and confusing me....
make me hard to differentiate it is a dream or truth...

every time...
once i said i wanna start my new life...
once i said i wanna give up...
YOU sure come into my dream...
and ask me dun give up...
and hug me n hold my hand tight..
what is the meaning of the dream??
am i thinking too much??
since it is only a dream...
a dream that i not dare to dream...

what should i do??
the feeling is getting more n more in my heart...
sometimes...
i will think abt...
can u come back to me??
but i noe...
tis is always a question mark in my heart...
coz i dun wanna spoil our friendship now...

can u tell me...
what should i do????

can u tell me...
how can i forget all the things???

can u tell me...
y u still in my heart???

can u tell me??
can u??
can???