Lonely Christmas...

Merry Christmas^^

haha..

this year..

i am having a lonely christmas..

stay in ixora alone..

celebrate myself..

fell like wanna cry this few days..

i miss my home so much...

i tot i can celebrate this christmas with u all..

so i stay in Melaka..

but..

at last..

i also need to pass this christmas alone..

i didn't blame u all..

coz this is my decision..

tat day..

when i was studying for my last paper>>microeconomics..

i cried..

suddenly cried..

fell like super stress tat night..

coz the next day exam d..

but..

i haven't finish study and i forget all the things tat i had study last few days..

my brain totally blank and can't accept any things..

so i cried..

i neva cried when i study..

tis is the 1st time i cried when i am studying..

when i cried..

i fell like wanna find a friend to talk to..

but..

i can't found any..

coz i duno who can listen to me..

sometimes fell like i am a useless ppl..

coz no ppl will willing listen to me..

today is christmas eve..

but no one accompany me..

here..

just got me alone..

waiting for the chirstmas ring rang..

waiting for the Santa Claus..

n....

doing everythings alone..

but tis make me learn some moral value..

i.e.

never ever put the hope and expectations on others..

coz tis will always make u feel disappointed when the hope neva realize..

once u have see through everything...

u will be ok..

haha..

i see through d..

so i won't put any expectation on anyone..

i just trust myself...

i hate the feeling tat like be boycott..

so i won't do tat to all the ppl beside me..

but...

haha..

anywhere..

merry christmas and happy new year to all^^

EXAM!!!!HOLIDAYS!!!

exam count-downing....

4 days more..

my exam start...

but..

5 days more..

my holidays start...

wahahaha...

my exam start on 22nd Dec..

end on 23rd Dec..

haha..

so my holiday start on 23rd lor...

hohohohoho...

so happy...

end before christmas..

but...

now my problem is..

i too relax d..

i haven't finish studying..

OMG!!!!!

who can save me??
i keep sleeping only..

swt....

you are handsome

recently addicted to this drama..

this drama really very nice...

once i watch..

then can't stop d..

wakaka..

so i hope can share with u all..

♥091119♥~~my 19th birthday♥^^♥

hahaha...

just wanna share my happiness with u all...

thx for u guys always being beside me...

love u all...

hope our friendship can stay forever~♥

thx for da birthday celebration^^

haha...

i really appreciate it^^

i will upload da video to here when i get all the photo of that day and done da video...

haha...

coz too many photos d..

hard to upload 1 by 1..

i really very happy tat day...

haha..

a special day for me...

this year i have my two birthday in one day...

my lunar and western birthday are meet together on this day>>♥091119♥...

so this day is very special to me..

wakaka..

thx for giving me such a unforgettable memories^^

♥thx for my best best friends>>cfc, kc, kah yan, yanti, ck, grace, ah lai, wen hao and wen jie♥

♥thx for the wishes from my special and complicated friend>>en zai=^^=♥

♥thx for the wishes from my best best friend js for ur wishes oso..♥

♥thx for my big sister>>ah loyd..although u din come to the party..♥

♥thx for the ''aeroplanes'' from AH ONN oso..hahaha..♥

♥thx for the surprise from my lovely housemates>>joan, ah shan, li jin and ah rong♥

♥thx for the gift from chein, lee hoon..i oso duno who r included in the gift..anywhere..thx ya♥

♥thx for all my best friends and all my friends..thx for the birthday wishes♥

haha..

thx for make my birthday become so special for me^^♥

last day of 18 years old...

today...

18 November 2009...

is the last day of my 18 years old...

after 12.00 midnight...

i will be 19 years old d...

people say...

18 years old is a most memorable year for all people..

coz once people reach 18...

will considered adult...

but this year for me...

really is a memorable year...

not happy but SAD...

coz i lost my grandma...

an accident make her leave us...

i know she will leave in a dream...

i had the dream about 4 or 5 months before she accident...

but...

i never say out...

i never stop it...

till now...

i still can't accept her leave...

i still feel that she is alive...

every time when i think about her...

my tear always wanna drop out from my eyes...

especially in class...

i always think about her suddenly...

i always recall the day that she passed away...

the day that the undertaker put her into the coffin...

i still can't walk out from this reality...

but i still need to act strong n happy in front of others...

i dun want let others worried about me...

i dun want let others see my tear...

this year...

i lost my dearest grandma...

this make my 19th birthday become meaningless...

as usual...

every year when my birthday wanna reach...

i will feel very sad...

i never feel happy becoz of my coming birthday...

this year also...

i feel more n more sad...

totally no mood to celebrate my birthday...

but i can't and duno how to reject my best friends' invitation...

i know they wanna help me celebrate birthday...

i dun wanna make them feel disappointed...

but......

now...

i feel like wanna cry only...

too many things happened in my 18 years old year...

make me duno how to hold it d...

sometime really can't stand d...

'he' ask me back to him...

be his gf again...

i thought he is sincere...

coz he keep asking me...

but...

last few weeks...

my friend tell me...

actually 'he' got gf d...

n tat girl i noe her also...

this really hurt me...

y he wanna cheat me like tat...

feel like i am his toy only!!!!!

feel scare that he will call me tonight...

hope he won't...

many things happened during this year...

make me more mature...

make me look through a lots of things...

make me.......

feel like wanna have a shoulder to let me rest...

need a hug to comfort me...

sometime feel like...

i really lost myself d...

i can't find where am i now...

who am i??

i also duno...

today...

i recall many things that happened in this year...

feel like wanna cry only...

i miss the luo wei that always be quiet...

always hide herself alone..

and....................

really miss her...

where is she now??

should i find her back??

still got many things haven't write...

i am rush in time now..

later i come back...

i continue it...

this year got many sweet memories oso..

I HATE ACCIDENT!!!!

NOW...

i really really scare about this word>>>>ACCIDENT!!!

really scare to hear that blah blah blah just now accident...

scare to hear that blah blah blah died in an accident...

i am helpless when hear about these...

today...

one of my best friend accident when she bring her brother go school..

when my mum call me n tell me this matter....

i really really get shock...

i so scare to lose anyone that are beside me...

since my grandma passed away...

i was so scare about it...

scare will lose anyone...

it is very sad..

very helpless...

very.....

ACCIDENT...

is a scary word...

many people died in an accident...

my grandma also...

an accident bring her away from us..

actually till now...

i still can't accept this truth...

haha...

but i must be strong and tough...

today...

my best friend sheue li...

she accident also...

i am so worry till duno what i am doing and what i supposed to do...

really scare...

luckily...

she not very serious...

i keep call her after i know she accident...

keep asking people for her dad's number...

luckily got choon ling...

haha...

her cousin...

gave me her dad and mum's number...

then i call her dad and asked for her condition...

i called about five times in about 4 hours...

so amazing..

haha...

luckily she not very serious...

God bless...

hope she and her brother will recover soon...

Ah Li~~

jiayou!!!

something interesting..

OMG~~~

got my name in this movie title...

haha...

c this...

KC found from youtube 1...

so unbelieveable when i saw it...

so shocked...

Luo Wei - The Art of Kendo

who can help me??

who can help me??

i lost in my world d...

really lost d...

recently...

i felt tat i change alot d...

i duno who am i now...

i am not the LuOWeI tat i recognise before...

how come like tat...

who am i now????

LuOWeI or another person tat i neva recognise???

I REALLY NEED HELP!!!

pain T__T

soooooooo painnnnnnnnnnn~~~~

pity me...

wednesday before wanna go class...

i fell down from chair...

wth!!!

old hurt + new hurt on the same place of my leg...

a big big bun and 'hei qing' on my leg...

when fell down...

i really can stand up...

haha...

my roommate kena shock samo...

how i fell down from chair??

haha...

actually i wanna take my bag from the cabinet...

but...

so 'LUCKLY'...

when i wanna come down from chair...

the chair suddenly unstable...

then i straight fell down from the stupid chair...

my leg knocked the side of the chair...

ps: coz the chair terbalik d...

haha...

walao...

really very pain...

my whole leg can't move once i fell down...

*my hei qing*

after that...

i duno i will get a hei qing like that big...

after i finish class...

i bek home n change clothes...

i jz noe my hei qing so big...

hahaha...

when i saw it...

i terkejut oso...

my roommate n housemate oso terkejut...

all say wanna help me massage...

=.=

hahaha...

now become more serious...

more hitam d...

duno when will disappear...

haiz...

waiting...

unacceptable

last month...

many things happened...

foundation year finished...

sem break start...

my frenz come my house...

my grandma accident suddenly...

beta year start...

my grandma passed away...

see through many people's heart...

from disappointed to despaired...

many many many things really make me and force be become more mature...

suddenly...

a big burden drop on my shoulder...

so heavy...

but i can't complain...

coz it's my responsibility and my fate...

i need to face it...

so i think smile and laugh are the most suitable way for me to conceal all my sadness and so on...

i miss my grandma so much...

although i din meet her always when she was alive...

but i am so sad when this kind of things happened on her...

till now...

i still can't believe that she had passed away d...

y my dream so accurate...

i really c all this things inside that dream clearly...

y i din tell my mother 1st...

if i got tell...

my mother will call my grandma to prevent to it...

then my grandma maybe will still alive...

i hate the dream...

y i din tell...

jz becoz of i scare my mum will scold me...

but i forget that my dream will all become reality 1...

all things that appear in my dreams before...

will appear in reality 1...

how come like tat...

even the photo of my grandma and the whole decoration of the funeral were totally same!!!

how come like tat!!!!

who can tell me???

i totally collapse when i saw my grandma photo and the decorations...

really can't accept it till now...

hope time will help me...

*photo took with my grandma last two years when her birthday*

to YOU...but u will neva c this post...

to someone tat i love him very much before...

maybe now oso...

who noe...

haha...

i still remember i owe u one answer...

last month u ask me something...

till now i haven't reply u...

i think it's the time tat i reply u d...

so hope u will find my blog n c this post...

haha...

u ask me if u woo me again n want me be ur gf again...

how would i reply u...

haha...

c n listen carefully...

i will give u chance if u can really touch me again...

*wouldn't be gf...

coz give u change not represent that i definitely need to be ur gf again..*

but i think u will neva touch me...

coz my heart was dead d...

*maybe still got a bit alive...

haha...

get it not?

before u neva appreciate me...

now u only regret and want me back...

if i was the LuOWeI before...

maybe i will straight answer you---YES...

but now...

i have change d...

change a lot...

i am not the LuOWeI before d...

my heart become cold...

nothing can warm it back d...

so...

if u think that this will waste ur time...

please forget all the things...

and start ur new life...

this all depend on u...

u are the only one that can decide ur future, fortune and life in this world...

haha...

since we broke up...

till now got abt 8 to 9 months d...

i enjoy my single life so much...

how about u?

hope u r happier than me...

jia you^^

*suddenly i heard my heart said...she really want give you chance...last chance...but she scare to be hurt by u again...so how...i oso duno...hahaha...*

unbelievable

somethings happened to me....
really unbelievable...
haha...
u all guess...
i go library what time everyday?
haha...
can't guess right?
i go library 9 am sharp everyday...
haha...
can't believe right??
i go library study whole day...
everyday...
same time same place...
haha...
everyday study about 12 hours or more than 12 hours...
yesterday...
i study from 9am till 12 am!!!
omg...
i really can't believe~~
haha...
but it is truth...
haha...
hope my final can pass successfully...

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wow~~
really unbelievable~~
haha...
do u all noe i watch how many movie within this three days??
duno rite...
haha...
i watch 2 movies...
so syok...
exam still go watch movie...
yesterday study till sien d...
so we go MBO watch 'battle on terra'...
at 1st...
we all think that this movie is action one...
but...
we all wrong...
it is an animation show~

haha...
so funny...
and whole room only we six people inside...
so syok~~
wahaha...
actually this show is cancelled d...
but the ticket seller so nice...
she open the show for us...
haiz...
but so syok...
i love the life now~~
then today...
after exam...
we go GSC watch movie...
we 'discuss' in front of the cinema a quite long time...
coz we all got different idea for watching many movie...
some want watch fire ball...
some want watch angels and demons...
some want watch star trek...
me is cin cai one...
any movie oso can...
at last...
we decide to watch STAR TREK~~
wow~~
the main actor so so so handsome...
and the technology of the movie oso very very very best...
i love it~

haha...
but anywhere need to save money oso...
left 8 days d...
we can gather together...
only left 8 days..
so...
keep go gai gai with you all...
i really love the feeling that we go out together...
wahaha...
so this few days...
we just keep on gai gai when we study till very tension ya^^

a song for u all^^

真夏的樱花 Sakura
张善为
this song for you all...
haha...
a nice song...
and touch song...
hope you all like it...



笑一个吧亲爱的朋友啊
把悲伤留在昨天锁上
还记得那些我们说过的梦想
你的笑脸灿烂如花
总有一天你我会再见面啊
虽然要向着樱花各奔天涯
岁月或许会改变你我的模样
我的思念永不放假
明天的世界等待我们拥抱它
在我心中装着你祝福的话
sakura sakura
洒满青春的魔法
擦干眼泪说声再会都是成长的代价
sakura sakura
昂首风雨中有爱我最大
期待他日花开的季节里回家
期待他日花开的季节里

happy day^^

hahaha...
this two days...
to me...
are really very meaningful...
saturday morning...
i go out with ah pa, yang hong and xin yi...
for having our breakfast~
haha...
because that day is wesak day...
so i only go out with them and din eat any things...
we go two place for breakfast...
=='''
i am so happy...
because can gather with ah pa and yang hong...
quite a very long time din c them d...
miss them so much...
especially my handsome ah pa...
he more handsome than before d...
hmm...
can i woo him??
haha...
joking ni la...
yang hong leh..
haiz...
no need to say la...
every time when got public holiday...
he sure go ipoh meet his leng nui girl friend...
haha...
we go eat dim sim...
yp only got 1 dim sim shop i think...
haha...
between got some funny things happen...
especially the driver>>>Miss Xin Yi...
hahahaha...
she not very good in parking...
so...
our handsome yang hong...
become the uncle (who teach people drive)...
haha...
he help xin yi to control the steering...
then xin yi only change gear and tekan oil only...
the process was so funny and make ah pa and i laugh till non-stop...
really very funny...
after we finish dim sim...
we go li wei's sister's pet shop to fetch li wei...
when waiting...
we visit the shop...
wow...
the puppy inside are so so so so so cute~~
i love them so much...
them i ask ah pa to buy 1 for me...
as my birthday gift...
kaka...
i ask him start to prepare from now...
1 month keep RM 150 for it...
then 6 months will get enough money to buy it...
but actually all are joking la...
1 puppy need RM 850 leh...
no money to buy...
sad...
after that...
since li wei said she want eat roti panda...
so we go roti panda shop...
haiz...
again yang hong become uncle again...
we parking for abt 10 minutes i think...
really make us no face to go down...
because there got familiar faces inside the shop...
omg...
wei ching, yew boon, mickey mouse and others...
so really...
haha...
but they din say anything when we step into the shop...
hmm...
after that...
we go back home...
but i still need go back to MRC kindergarten for helping my sister...
haiz...
pity i...

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next day...
haha...
go breakfast again...
with lovely chin xiong, future blur nurse seow chein, handsome ah pa and oso uncle yang hong...
haha...
the most funny things is...
chin xiong...
haha...
he ask me wanna go breakfast in msn...
at 2 something midnight...
1st he ask me...
'r u luo wei?'
haha...
funny question...
of coz i am...
then we chat till non-stop...
after that seow chein add in chat...
but the ah gou chin xiong duno busy for what...
din reply us...
haha...
maybe he is busy eating MOON that time...
kakaka...
at 9 am...
we go breakfast...
1st me and chin xiong go seow chein's house find her...
walao...
the sun quite big...
and we wait seow chein for abt 10 minutes under the sun...
we two 'chao da' d...
haha...
seow chein ar...
next time i also wanna make you become 'chao da'...
wahaha..
then we go find yang hong and ah pa...
after finish breakfast...
since chin xiong said he wanna straight go take bus at 12...
so we go SJK (C) Yong Peng...
my primary school...
to see the big event that held by astro...
we stand there for abt 1 an hour i think...
for watching kids singing...
and also meet many people there...
most shocked is...
i meet HER...
how can so coincidence...
she passed by me a few times...
neva face to face...
but when we go out from the gate...
she and i nearly crashed...
this time is face to face...
really make me so shocked...
haha...
after that...
we go back home...
coz my house got family gathering...
for celebrating mother's day...

duno when can gather with you all again...
gonna to miss you all d...
love you all ya...
muackssss^^

yeah~~finally done..

hahaha...
i finish my website project d~~
yes yes yes~~
haha...
it make me waste many days for doing it...
every day no enough sleep just because of doing it..
pity i...
haha...
but now done d...
so so so so so happy...
and got some sense of accomplishment...
wahaha...
here is the link to the website...
welcome you all to my website ya^^
http://mlkstd.mmu.edu.my/~1081101097/

alone...

recently i suddenly feel that..
there got a gape between me and you all..
a big big big gape..
am i do any things that make you all angry?
or is i think too much d?
suddenly feel that i can't mix into you all d..
got a bit lose..
i always don't know what you all talking about...
always don't know everything..
maybe is my fault..
maybe i did any thing that make you all go far away from me..
maybe ken is right..
he said i should tell others when i have any things happy or sad..
he said that i can tell the friend who care me..
but when can i find a friend that is care me than i care him/her?
is it because i got many secrets about myself?
is it because i never tell you all about it?
loyd got say before..
if we are best friends..
we won't have secret between us..
i know he is right..
but sometimes..
i really hate to say out my secret..
not hate..
is hard..
i also don't like to say out my sadness..
because i don't like to trouble others..
and sometimes is very hard to me to face it..
maybe i should back to my life before..
the life that only got me..
the life that is alone..
haha..
i think alone is more suitable for me..
because i used to be alone..
i am always alone..
and that is why i never trust on others..
because i scare to be hurt..
sorry..

home??lovely home??

home sweet home..
izzit true??
why every time come back home..
only heard scold and quarrel...
i really very tired d...
hate to be at home...
and hate to be at malacca..
HATE TO BE IN THIS WORLD!!!!
who can tell me the reason???
i think no one can know my situation now...
really stress..
because the burden of my home all on my shoulder d...
it is my turn to carry them on my shoulder...
i am just a 18 going to 19 years old girl ONLY...
why i should to know and learn so many things...
why i can't be a normal one...
have a normal life...
and do all the things i like...
since i am 13 years old...
i had been forced to learn and know or even do all the things that supposed to be done by an adult...
just because this is the responsibility of us to our parent and family...
i really tired d...
sometimes i really need a place for me to rest...
but...
WHERE IS THE PLACE???
of cause..
the place NOT my home!!!
i think i better dun come back every week...
i better stay in malacca...
although i hate to be there too...

i dun wan go back~~~

haha...
Yong Peng's weather is so so so so so superior nice leh...
quite cold..
haha...
malacca so so so so so superior hot!!!!
why???
why malacca so hot??
the sun so big in malacca!!!
no cloud and less wind somemore!!!
in Yong Peng...
got cloud to let the sun hide...
got more wind also~~
haha...
so nice right??
yesterday rain so more~~
haha...
Yong Peng really colder than malacca...
so i love Yong Peng so much~~
haha...
I DON'T WANT GO BACK MALACCA liao~~
haha...
because the weather there so hot...
make me melt only...
haiz...
how come like that...
BUT...
i am FORCED to go back for my future...
sien ar~~
if the weather still so hot for a few years months or even days...
i think i will die before i graduate...
the reason of die is>>>melted by the big SUN...
haha...
then my future gone...
wahaha...
so can i stay in Yong Peng and don't want go back to Malacca??
haha...
i really don't want go back to Malacca~~~
but no choice...
sad la...
=.='''

outing with sister gang~~

hahaha...
this is the 1st time i think...
sister gang can go out without lack of any members...
hahaha...
so happy...
today...
we go sing k in gogo ktv...
haha...
so nice right...
but because i got something to do...
so i ask big sister bring me to MP 1st...
sure la..
i missed many things with them...
but...
i met xiao wee in MP...
so happy..
we din plan for meet 1...
and i also never think that she come malacca today...
haha...
all are fate...
when i am lost in buying my mother's gift...
i met her...
kaka...
then we shopping togother...
but not very long la...
awhile only...
because i still need go gogo ktv there meet my sister...
haha...
anywhere...
i can't manage to buy my mother's gift...
because the price are too expensive d...
the cheapest 1 also need RM212!!!
walao...
sad la...
haiz..
after that...
i walk to gogo from MP...
the sun was damn big just now...
how i wish is..
i can stay in MP and wait them finish singing...
haha...
but i can't...
so i walk to gogo alone with my coke...
haha..
the worst come!!!
when i reach gogo...
i realise that...
my friend left her thing in my bag!!!
haiz...
then i walk back to MP again with en zai...
haha...
really can't tahan the sun...
damn big and hot...
haha...
in conclusion...
i walk out and back MP and gogo about 4 times within 1 hours!!!
hahaha...
i think i will lose 1 kg today..
hmm...
after sing k...
we go limbongan burger for settle our dinner...
after that...
we go back lor...
hahaha..

hahaha...reply the tag from en zai~~

1.The person that tagged you is:
en zai~~because i tag her 1st...wahaha...

2.Your relationship with her/him is:
hmm..she is my sister+brother+friend+classmate..and the most important is she is my 1st friend in MMU...

3.Your first impression of her/him is:
38 and siao siao gal...very friendly also...

4.The most memorable moments with her/him:
when go watch movie with her and kc...we suddenly decide and straight go watch movie...haha...she is my 1st friend in MMU...the 1st people that talk to me in class...

5.The most memorable thing she/he has said to you is:
haha...i think is..."does anyone sit beside you?can i sit beside you?"

6. If she/he is your lover, you will:
nothing is impossible!! maybe one day we will...muahahahahaha!!! ^^

7. If she/he became your lover, what should she improve at:
hmm...not need improve la...just be herself ok d...

8. If she/he becomes your enemy, what would you do:
hmm...i will do what i can do to her...haha...but i think it is very hard...

9. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
hmm...dunno leh...maybe i want die but she dun let me die...hahaha...

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/he now is:
go play every syok things in theme park...hahaha...

11. Your overall impression on her/him:
emo..38..siao..friendly..spontenous..and many many la...

haha...
others not need answer again la...
all in the tag that i do last few days...

gathering^^

hahaha...
hope FRIDAY can come faster~~
really can't bear for gather with you all d...
miss you all so much...
haha...
so so so so long din gather with you all d...
so now really hope that tomorrow is FRIDAY...
hahaha...
let us syok sendiri awhile ya...
take as many photo as we can...
haha...
so...
FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY~~~
faster faster faster come^^


ps: Seow Chein...sorry ya...now only tell you my new blog^^

headache...

haiz...
what can i do...
the day is coming nearer and nearer...
but now...
i haven't decide wanna buy what for YOU..
haha...
who can help me~~
sad la...
the day is coming soon...
and YOU are very important to me...
i love YOU so much...
YOU also love me so much...
YOU are my SPECIAL one...
so really really difficult to decide the gift that wanna give YOU...
haiz haiz haiz...
who can give me some idea???
who can help me???
mother's day just in the corner...
now haven't buy the gift for my mom...
what can i do???
headache ar...

hahaha...new edition for new pic...

i love this photo~~
kaka...
quite emo...
this photo take during the journey back from Kota Tinggi (my grandma's house)..
i use 3 software for edit it...
1st is photoshop cs4...
2nd is paint.net (i dun like to use it..but it got something that is interesting)..
3rd is...
haha...
my new software...
corel paint shop pro X...
kaka...
it is quite easy to learn and use...
haha...
nice not?
my new work...
so happy^^

Stupid KC!!!hahaha...

1.The person that tagged you is:
Tan Kiat Chiang...my uncle+brother+sister+best friend+classmate...

2.Your relationship with him is:
my uncle+brother+sister+best friend+classmate...

3.Your first impression of him is:
hmm...err...how to say...a stupid guy i think...hahaha...dun kill me ya...

4.The most memorable moments with him:
hmm...err...go watch movie and everywhere lor...but da most memorable is i scald his hand when cook the chocolate...haha...sorry ya^^

5.The most memorable thing he has said to you is:
''i got something wanna tell u...you are my best friend...hahaha..''because he message me at 2 MIDNIGHT!!!

6. If he becomes your lover, you will:
dunno..just depends on the fate...

7. If he became your lover, what should she improve at:
hmm...haha...not need improve la...just be himself can d...

8. If he becomes your enemy, what would you do:
i will KILL him...beat him...cut his hair and many many that i manage to do...muahahaha...so better dun be my enermy...

9. If he becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
hahaha...dunno...maybe NO reason also...

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him now is:
dye his hair to black...hahaha...

11. Your overall impression on him:
hmm...err...erm...a nice guy...haha...see i treat you so good...

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself:
nothing!!!

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
ALL!!!haha...i hate myself very much...

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
doreamon...because he can solve all the things in this world...

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
please let me alone...haha...

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1. Kiat Chiang
2. Xiao En
3. Loyd
4. Grace
5. Xiao Wee
6. Xin Yi
7. Yong Xian
8. Chin Xiong
9. Seow Chein
10. and also you...Long Yew

17. Who is 6 having a relationship wit
her boy boy lor

18. is 9 a male or female:
female

19. If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing:
hahaha...NO...they will become gay...but maybe is good for them...kaka...joking ni...

20. What is 2 studying at the moment:
Foundation in management

21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3:
1 day ago..

22. What kind of music does 8 like:
hmm...dun noe leh...seldom c him listen music...

23. Does 1 have any siblings:
Ya! 1 elder sis, 1 younger bro and 1 younger sis

24. Will you woo 3:
wahahaha...hard to say...he is my big sister leh...

25. How about 7:
haha..hope can la...but he is my ah pa...

26. Is 4 single:
I don't think so...

27. What's the surname of 5:
Tang

28. What's the hobby of 5:
Singing...go gai gai with her boy boy...study...drawing and so on...

29. Do 5 and 9 get along well:
hmm...i think still ok lo...

30. Where is 2 studying at:
MMU...

31. Say something casual about your eyes:
small...but i think is medium...

32. Have you tried developing feelings for 5?
hahaha...she is my best friend d...

33. Where does 9 live:
Yong Peng...but now study at Singapore...

34. What colours does 4 like:
purple...

35. Are 5 and 1 good friends:
nope....because they dun noe each other...

36. Does 7 like 2:
maybe fate will lead them know each other and become...haha...

37. How did you get to know 2:
MMU.. in the class...classmate and also sister..she is the 1st friend that i know in MMU...

38. Does 1 have any pets:
i think no...

39. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world:
haha...i think no...but he is very fit 1...

walao!!!
what a stupid tag!!!

HATE!!!!

just come back from my grandma's house...
mother's mother...
sien...
i HATE to go back to there...
what a stupid place...
but i not hate that place...
i HATE the people there...
i HATE my 1st uncle and his wife...
superior dun like them!!!!
dun ask me y...
haha...
because i can't say out here...
it is my house problem...
kaka...
but one thing that i can tell here is...
they two really very make me sick...
because of their black face to us...
they never talk with us just now!!!
are they really my uncle and auntie???
walao...
hate hate hate...
REALLY REALLY HATE!!!

let bygones be bygones..

this few days...
contact with him almost everyday...
because of something..
he tell me that if he got new gf...
he will tell me...
but...
can i trust him??
kaka...
in this world no one can be trust...
except myself...
that day...
he ask me...
is he really very abuse in everything especially in love?
i say, YES...
he really very 'mu' and slow in love...
he always duno what should do when i am with him...
he never try to understand what i am thinking and what i want...
every time he ask me go out with him...
i really can't go out alone with a guy...
because of my house rule...
but he always din bother it...
i say i can't go out with him...
he sure will start to quarrel with me...
haha...
back to here...
i called him that day when i walk to PAT class after finish PBU class...
i talk with him on the whole journey...
telling him how to treat a girl...
that night...
he sms me and ask me...
girl always thinking of what in their heart?
i really duno how to answer him...
i just say i duno and if you want to know...
you must try your hard to understand girl...
next day...
when he sms me during my moral presentation...
he ask me...
what am i thinking and feel...
when i am with him...
haha...
what a stupid question...
then that night...
he add me in friendster...
then he change his msn PM next day...
he say...
''i really felt sorry to me in this few months since we break up..i also felt that you change a lot d...
maybe is become happier or what...the feeling that you give me is different with before d...''
haha...
am i really change a lot???
i also duno...
here is some words to him...
although he duno my blog...
haha...
long yew...
dun felt sorry to me...
all are pass d...
so just let it go...
we still are friends...
you are my god brother somemore...
haha...
hope you can find a girl that is really suit you...
ya...
maybe you are right...
i really change a lot...
since no you beside me...
i am more independent than you are beside me...
although when we are together...
you seldom accompany me whether when i am happy or sad...
haha...
thanks a lot...
because of you...
i know what is love...
what a hurt thing...
haha...
because of you...
i know that i only can trust myself...
i know that i should face all the things myself...
i know how to hide my sadness behind my fake smiley face...
i learn how to smile when i am damn sad...
haha...
because of you...
i learn how to force myself to smile and do all the things that i dun like to do...
my mind become more mature than before...
really really thanks...
and also...
thanks for love me before...
thanks for treat me so nice before...
this is the last blog that i write for you..
i will obey all the things that i promise you...
hope you also...
and please dun lie me again...
i HATE liar....
haha...
happy always and take care^^
let bygones be bygones...
we must look forward to our future...
but not look backward...

am i really happier than before?

My best friends in YP always tell me...
''you look more happier than before..''
but...
is it really to me??
haha...
i also dun know...
maybe is truth but maybe is false...
i almost forget how to cry d...
is it because i never cry when i am sad??
is it because i always laugh when i am unhappy??
haha...
i also dun know...
i only know that i need to be strong...
i need to face all the task that i supposed to meet...
so...
i never cry...
never never cry...
sometimes really really wish to cry out loudly...
but when i wish to cry...
i always force myself dun cry out...
because nothing is worth to let me cry...
haha...
now...
u all will only see my smile and laugh..
but not my sad and unhappy...
i will hide my sadness and unhappy face behind my smile and happy face...
no one can see my sad and unhappy face anymore...
i will smile and laugh when i am sad and unhappy...
kaka...
so...
no one will know whether i am happy or unhappy...
muahahaha...

dun worry about me...i m ok^^

haha...
brother and sister...
dun worry about me...
i m ok d...
i look through all the things in one night...
all none of my business d...
now...
i just wanna be myself...
haha...
give me support ya^^
sorry for din tell u all so many things...
sometimes really dun like to say out...
just wish keep all the things inside my heart...
haha...
so just let all of them be my own secrets ya...
maybe one day i will tell u all...
and also thanks for the magic key chain...
kaka...
and also the consolation from u all ya...
I AM OK d...
really OK d...
haha...
love u all^^

SISTER GANG...our song^^

sister gang song...
a song for us...
手牵手 shou qian shou...



花开花谢又是季节的转移
hua kai hua xie you shi ji jie de zhuan yi
我们将要面对未来的分离
wo men jiang yao mian dui wei lai de fen li
请你牢记这段记忆
qing ni lao ji zhe duan ji yi
朋友我永远祝福你
peng you wo yong yuan zhu fu ni
人生一定有起落但请不要伤心
ren sheng yi ding you qi luo dan qing bu yao shang xin
我会在你身边给你最多的鼓励
wo hui zai ni sheng bian gei ni zui duo de gu li
做什么都愿意
zuo shen me dou yuan yi
把我们的手牵在一起
ba wo men de shou qian zai yi qi
用青春的手来写奇迹
yong qing chun de shou lai xie qi ji
把我们的心放在一起
ba wo men de xin fang zai yi qi
共同度过风和雨
gong tong du guo feng he yu

花开花谢又是季节的转移
hua kai hua xie you shi ji jie de zhuan yi
我们将要面对未来的分离
wo men jia yao mian dui wei lai de fen li
请你牢记这段记忆
qing ni lao ji zhe duan ji yi
朋友我永远祝福你
peng you wo yong yuan zhu fu ni
人生一定有起落但请不要伤心
ren sheng yi ding you qi luo dan qing bu yao shang xin
我会在你身边给你最多的鼓励
wo hui zai ni sheng bian gei ni zui duo de gu li
做什么都愿意
zuo shen me dou yuan yi
把我们的手牵在一起
ba wo men de shou qian zai yi qi
用青春的手来写奇迹
yong qing chun de shou lai xie qi ji
把我们的心放在一起
ba wo men de xin fang zai yi qi
共同度过风和雨
gong tong du guo feng he yu
把我们的手牵在一起
ba wo men de shou qian zai yi qi
用青春的手来写奇迹
yong qing chun de shou lai xie qi ji
把我们的心放在一起
ba wo men de xin fang zai yi qi
共同度过风和雨
gong tong du guo feng he yu
把我们的手牵在一起
ba wo men de shou qian zai yi qi
用青春的手来写奇迹
yong qing chun de shou lai xie qi ji
把我们的心放在一起
ba wo men de xin fang zai yi qi
共同度过风和雨
gong tong du guo feng he yu
共同度过风和雨
gong tong du guo feng he yu

stay happiness^^

haha...
just now got 1 friend come my house chatting with me...
suddenly he tell me about YOUR LATEST NEWS...
i was shocked but happy when i heard about it...
he said YOU seems have new girlfriend d...
we break up about half year d...
YOU finally let go all the things...
and find a new one...
although my friend said he not very sure whether YOU have new girlfriend d not...
but this is a good news for YOU...
at least got someone can take care of YOU d...
haha...
wish YOU can stay happiness with her...
actually i wish to know who is that girl...
but it none of my business d...
so...
just let it be and let it go...
YOU also should have YOUR own life...
ME also...
I am very satisfied for my new life now...
i got SISTER GANG accompany me...
everywhere everytime...
i felt very secure when with them...
haha...
suddenly feel very glad that i follow my dad's decision for study in MMU...
maybe this all are fate...
haha...
really wanna thanks my dad...
because of his decision...
i just can meet SISTER GANG...
i really very appreciate the time that i am together with SISTER GANG...

the song i love the most now

新歌'xin ge' from 唐禹哲 Danson Tang
this song can totally describe my feeling now...
don't know y...
the 1st time i heard this song...
i have the feeling that wanna cry...
haha...
it really is a nice song...
a song for me...
this song totally console and heal my heart...
my heart is better after i know this song...
haha...
i fall in love with this song since the 1st time i listen it...
now wish to share with you all...
hope you all will like it...
^^

最近我学会唱一首歌
zui jing wo xue hui chang yi shou ge

一首我心里的歌
yi shou wo xin li de ge

低音是无奈的喃喃着
di ying shi wu nai de nan nan zhe

也听不到泪掉着
ye ting bu dao lei diao zhe

最近我爱唱一首歌
zui jing wo ai chang yi shou ge

一首可能你也爱的歌
yi shou ke neng ni ye ai de ge

副歌的情绪在高高的悬崖等
fu ge de qing xu zai gao gao de xuan ya deng

等着大雨疯狂了
deng zhe da yu feng huang zhe

我们都容易对号入座一首歌
wo men dou rong yi dui hao ru zuo yi shou ge

反覆让歌词深深呼应着
fan fu rang ge chi sheng sheng hu ying zhe

可能不同 看不看开的执着
ke neng bu tong kan bu kan kai de zhi zhuo

可能太痛 有些画面谋合
ke neng tai tong you xie hua mian mou he

我们也容易忘记旧歌学新歌
wo men ye rong yi wang ji jiu ge xue xin ge

受过伤还是有爱的资格
shou guo shang hai you ai de zhi ge

在每段难得的起承
zai mei duan nan de de qi cheng

酝酿我们的转合
yun liang wo men de zhuan he

唱一首歌 我最懂的 心歌
chang yi shou ge wo zui dong de xin ge

最近我爱唱一首歌
zui jing wo ai chang yi shou ge

一首可能你也爱的歌
yi shou ke neng ni yi ai de ge

副歌的情绪在高高的悬崖等
fu ge de qing xu zai gao gao de xuan ya deng

等着大雨疯狂了
deng zhe da yu feng huang le

我们都容易对号入座一首歌
wo men dou rong yi dui hao ru zuo yi shou ge

反覆让歌词深深呼应着
fan fu rang ge chi sheng sheng hu ying zhe

可能不同 看不看开的执着
ke neng bu tong kan ub kan kai de zhi zuo

可能太痛 有些画面谋合
ke neng tai tong you xie hua mian mou he

我们也容易忘记旧歌学新歌
wo men ye rong yi wang ji jiu ge xue xin ge

受过伤还是有爱的资格
shou guo shang hai you ai de zhi ge

在每段难得的起承
zai mei duan nan de de qi cheng

酝酿我们的转合
yun liang wo men de zhuan he

唱一首歌 我最懂的 心歌
chang yi shou ge wo zui dong de xin ge

我们都容易对号入座一首歌
wo men dou rong yi dui hao ru zuo yi shou ge

反覆让歌词深深呼应着
fan fu rang ge chi sheng sheng hu ying zhe

可能不同 看不看开的执着
ke neng bu tong kan bu kan kai de zhi zuo

可能太痛 有些画面谋合
ke neng tai tong you xie hua mian bian mou he

我们也容易忘记旧歌学新歌
wo men ye rong yi wang ji jiu ge xue xin ge

受过伤还是有爱的资格
shou guo shang hai you ai de zhi ge

在每段难得的起承
zai mei duan nan de de qi cheng

酝酿我们的转合
yun liang wo men de zhuan he

唱一首歌 我最懂的 心歌
chang yi shou ge wo zui dong de xin ge