learnt~~

learn alot after that matter...
i learn about...
dun be serious to everything...
especially relationship...
hahaha...
but i am always the serious 1 when meet relationship...
how silly and stupid i was...
now i know d...
i won't look it serious anymore...
是你先选择放弃的..

learn alot because of JLS...
after being elected to become vice president of this society...
i never smile and laugh from heart...
i never get a nice rest...
i have endless problems need to solve...
i need to do everything depends on the situation...
i need to care all of the things..
i need assist my president all the time...
and so on.....
that's why i said i learn alot...
coz all of this..
make me become more mature...
make me can live alone...
make me manage to face all the problems and solve immediately...
make me know about how ppl heart is...
make me know how to face all the politics in a society...
make me know how to manage my time...
and many many things...
but thanks for the helping from you all...
i really appreciate ~~

learn alot after came into university...
ya...
university's friends will not be good if we compared with our old friends...
instead...
can't be denied also...
this is why i learn alot...
not everyone is treating u by their true heart...
many friends leave u just becoz of some small matters...
they won't have any best friend here...
i got 2 best friends here...
but one of the 2 best friends...
maybe din treat me as his best friend d...
coz there got a gap between me n him d...
haha...
another 1 is far far away from me now...
miss her so much...
miss the time tat we 3 gila ppl go out to watch movie and so on...
we never plan our schedule..
just suddenly said jom...
then we go d...
hahaha..
this is the best memories for me....
but now...
all really become memories d...
i learn to be alone now...
i learn dun take anyone so important to myself...
i learn dun let anyone walk into my world...

really learn alot...
learn to smile and laugh before my tears drop down from my eyes...
learn to be more independent...
learn to be strong...
learn to forget all the things...
learn to let go everything...

since has learn alot....
so GAN LUO WEI...
it is the time to let go all the things...
and start your new life without somebody...

yea...
my new life is there and waiting for me~~~

錯的人....

明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真的真正的可笑
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分
但是我還奮不顧身

明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真的真正的可笑
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分
但是我還奮不顧身

可能 在愛裡面這樣算笨
可能 永遠沒有所謂永恆
但是我 不願放棄這裡面一點點可能
寧願笨也不想要悔恨
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分
但我還是奮不顧身
但我相信有點可能
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分
但我相信有點可能

NEVER do this~~!!!

never ever make any promise to anyone...
IF U CAN'T MAKE IT...!!!

you will become liar...
you will make people disappointed...

i will never make ant promise...
if i know i can't make it....

24條暖暖的友情，你想起了誰??（朋友會是一輩子的吧 ）

1、不管多久没見面 我們彼此都还是老樣子.脾气差 說話大聲 不注意儀表可是 永遠笑的那麼開心 所谓的好朋友就是这樣 無論从哪里活多久敢過來 不尴尬 很輕鬆自然 我心疼你 你的眼淚淋湿了我的心 真的 記得有個人為你心疼

2、我们是彼此嫉妒 却共同進步的伙伴。

3、是你 浪费在我身上的時間 让我變得珍贵

4、我的青春有了你，沒有愛情也甜蜜！

5、所有人都說我很坚强，只有你劝我别逞强~ 

6、不管愛情,还是友情,终极的目的不是归宿,而是理解,默契---是要找一个可以邊走边談的人.無論什麽時候,怎樣的心情

7、在最窝囊和无助的时候，能够懂你、耐心地和你说话，并且用真实的情感安慰你的人。在现实的生活中，哪怕有一个这样的人也不容易。

8、 你经历那么多的人 聚聚散散 分分合合 以后还会有 但是你要记得 最后留下的 永远都是我

9、爱情如花，友情如酒，花开一阵，酒香一生。

10、请记得，好朋友的定义是：你混的好，她打心眼里为你开心；你混的不好，她由衷的为你着急。

11、.你知道那个男人如果对你不好我会怎么对他的。 别哭了，再哭我也要哭了。 实在不行就哭吧，哭完我们去吃自助。 哭完了?这下好了吧，自助餐厅关门了。

12、朋友就是把你看透了，还能喜欢你的人

13、你，是世界上的另一个我。

14、你.你们.是我此生最美的风景... 

15 、朋友总是为你挡风遮雨,如果你在远方承受风雪,而我无能为力,我也会祈祷,让那些风雪降临在我的身上。

16、我愿意用一份刻骨铭心的爱情换取我们一份细水长流的友情

17、好朋友就是在一起的时候即使都不说话都不会觉得尴尬

18、我知道你會做我的掩护 當我是个逃兵

19、一个眼神就能了解我的全部。 言未说 泪先流 比自己更爱我

20、爱情是灯，友情是影子，当灯灭了，你会发现你的周围都是影子。朋友，是在最后可以给你力量的人。

21、知道你的自卑，知道你的辛酸，知道别人不知道的你，当你难过泪流满面的时候在你身旁抱着你说没关系的没关系的我还在呢？然后你可以更肆无忌惮地哭肆无忌惮地流泪然后酣睡在她怀里

22、别人都问我飞的高不高 只有你问我飞的累不累 

23、朋友是唯一 一面骂你一面为你擦眼泪的角色。

24、毕业前夕, 就要各奔东西, 相隔那么远不知道什么时候才能再见, 　　你坐在窗前, 背对着我说, 也许我一辈子都不会再遇到像你一样的人了...　　我急忙擦眼睛怕眼泪掉下来被你笑话, 不过我现在真的和你想的一样..

想和你做一生一世这样的朋友，想拥有一生一世都不变质的友谊，因为我们是朋友，

所以......请珍惜~~~~~~~~~~~~

——其实朋友就是这样 无需想起 因为 从未忘记...........我的朋友 爱你........

a nice chatting with my dear~~

hahahaha...
last night...
i had a nice chatting with my dear~~
i feel so happy and relax when chatting with her...
ya...
is HER~~
haha...
i think many ppl will tot that da "dear" word supposed to be....
a GUY~~
but u r totally wrong~~
i got alot of DEARSSSSSS~~
wahaha...
all is my old old friends~~
who noe me the most~~
who can make me be myself when i talk to...

haha...
i worried about her alot~~~
she is alone at SG...
and having injured on her leg...
becoz of this...
she is very depressed...
but at last~
i managed to make her laugh~~
wahaha...
so smart i am~~xD

we chat in msn till 4am~~
so long din chat with her till so long~~
so long din share secret with her~~
feel happiness~~
haha...
coz i no need to talk carefully~~
and i am back to myself again~~
thx for so understand me...
love u so much~~~
muacksssss~~~

dear~~~
u must take care of urself...
dun injured again...
i am worried abt u everyday..
think positive~~
take out ur spirit~~
then u will get well soon...
u having a never give up spirit always when u meet any problem~~
so this time...
u must use this spirit to face this problem~~
i noe u can~~
haha...
find me anytime~~
i will always here for u~~~
jiayou^^

*look at tis photo...i only knew that we long time din take photo d...=( *

fighting~~~

yea~~
just as the title "FIGHTING"~~
i am fighting to my new life...
trying my best in everything...
no matter how...
although i am very tired to everything d.
but i dun like to give up...
i wanna do everything to the best~~
events~~
study~~
and so on~~

start from now...
i must be serious to everything...
there is no more play play for me...
i will do everything seriously...

start from now...
i wanna aim 1st class for my result~~
since if i graduate in 1st class...
then i no need to pay ptptn loan~~
so nice~~
haha...
so now...
i wanna reduce my playing time~~
i wanna study hard and serious~~
i wanna do everything in a serious way...
i wanna ignore everything~~
hahaha...
i noe i can...
once i have decided...
i sure will do it~~
although i noe that...
this changing maybe will make me become alone...

anyway~~
NO MORE PLAY PLAY~~!!!

一个人的世界....

一个人的世界：
病了，一个人扛；
烦了，一个人藏；
痛了，一个人挡；
街上，一个人逛；
路上，一个人想；
慢慢地习惯了一个人的生活...
变得沉默...
变得冷落...
没了想理...
不想说...
不想看...
我不是高傲...
也不是胡闹...
是厌倦了所有的依靠...

missing~~=(

i miss my long long hair suddenly...
sad...
when i looked bek all the photo tat i taken before...
my heart got some pain...
i saw my hair in the photo...
and c bek my hair now..
it is really short than before...
half of my hair being cut...
T__T
but i neva regret because i cut it...
coz i wanna have a new life...
the long hair let me always recall bek some matters...
then i will start become sad n emo...

although i miss it...
but it has passed already...
hair will become long soon...
so i won't regret...^^

blood donation...

tis week...
st john hold blood donation in MMU...
of coz i go kacau them~~
wakaka...

see all ppl donating blood there...
i feel so envy...
how i wish i can donate blood too...
but i can't...

always asking myself...
y my health not like others...
y i can't donate blood...
y i can't do the exercise that too excited...
y i inherit that stupid sickness...
keep asking y...
haha...
but once i think about others...
those whose sick is serious than me...
i am the lucky 1...

donating blood is my wish....
i am so excited once having blood donation...
but i can't donate...
it really sad...
how i wish i can donate...

donating blood is a good matter...
can save people life when they need...
can make urself more healthy...
a lot of benefits...
so people...
dun think that blood donation is not good...
u can save others life...
u can help urself also...^^

i swear~~
1 day i sure want go do blood donation...^^

天蝎致命的弱点－感情...T__T

天蝎座
代表人物：《银魂》神乐 天蝎的本质：执著

不要怀疑了，天蝎的一切特性，都源自其执著，对自己的目标的追逐，对自己信念的坚定，对自己的路的坚持，都源于他的本性——执著！很少有人比蝎子更痴情，那也是蝎子对自己爱情的执著。这个本质对于蝎子来说是其成功的一个要素，不过一旦一个蝎子被野心所控制，那么就会对整个世界造成影响。因为太过于执著，所以天蝎无论是怎么样的，都会表现出过激的反应，对于在自己目标上的障碍，他们会不留情的去铲除。所以对于蝎子来说，冷酷与其说是本质，不如说是天蝎所常的一个手段，用冷酷来保护自己，是一个蝎子最基本的办法！这个在后边解释！再说说城府，很多人在提起天蝎的时候都会说这个星座的人城府很深！其实不然，天蝎只是对于事物的看法不那么容易表现出来，我们宁可把自己的感觉用行动表现出来，也不习惯用言语表达，所以给人以阴沉的感觉。由于对自己信念的执著，所以天蝎对自己所做的一切都是一个投入，一种全身心的投入，这个优点是其他星座所没有的，所以天蝎做事情一般都会成功，因为他们的投入。不过天蝎并不是很在意结果，他们在意的只是过程中自己的投入，只要他们想做的，就从来不想让自己留下遗憾，所以结果如何，对于蝎子来说不是最重要的，重要的，是他们尽了全力。所以蝎子都很喜欢这个感觉，无论是做什么，那怕是报复…… （关于“执著”这点，不置可否，“执著”只可以说是中性词，可以说是坚持不懈，同样也可以理解为倔强、死脑筋，我似乎偏向于后者。其次关于信念目标这些太大太空的东西，我说不太好，但关于蝎子喜欢“走自己的路让别人说去”，这点似乎说的恰如其分，至于感情方面，这种说不清道不明的东西，恐怕只有自己心里知道，不说了。最后关于蝎子“冷酷”和“城府”，对于我来讲，我“冷”是缘于不自信，缘于对自己表达能力的不自信，决非耍酷，更不是“有城府”，在这点上说得很符合。）

天蝎的共同特点：冷静 　　
这个是所有天蝎的特点！在任何事情里，天蝎都喜欢用冷眼看，用自己的理解去分析，从自己的这个方面来判断对自己的影响，天蝎所信奉的是：事不关己！高高挂起！这个也是你不去招惹蝎子，蝎子很少主动去招惹你一样！ （呵呵，我没它说得那么高深，什么“用自己的理解去分析”，更没它说的那么可怕，但别招惹我确实不假。） 　　

所有的天蝎都孤独 　　
没有一个蝎子不孤独的，而且他们不害怕孤独，反而可以去享受孤独的滋味。蝎子每过一段时间都要去自己单独的呆一会，他们这个时候会反省自己以前一段时间里所做的一切对于自己现在来说是对还是错误的！不过，他们并不渴望孤独，相反，他们他们渴望的是有人可以把他从孤独里带出来，所以他们会异常的珍惜他们的朋友和爱人，因为只有和真的朋友在一起的时候蝎子才不会感到孤独，因为他们投入的特点，所以蝎子都会十分的厌恶背叛和欺骗！他们不会去背叛和欺骗自己的朋友，同样，他们也同样的要求自己的朋友和爱人不可以背叛自己，欺骗自己。（是不是所有的蝎子都孤独，我不知道，但我知道我确实很孤独，圈子小，朋友少，有些事不方便和父母说，更少有信得过的朋友能直言肺腑，所以孤独一说，确实很在理。至于“厌恶背叛和欺骗”，我想常人都会这么做，只是蝎子更明显而已罢了。） 　　

天蝎的字典只有对和错 　　
在天蝎的字典里，只有对和错两个选择。在人群里，天蝎的分类大概是最简单的，一个是与自己有关的人，一个是与自己没关的人，在与自己有关的人里边，只有朋友和敌人的分类！很多书都说蝎子是一个水与火的结合，是一个两个极端的结合，没错，的确是这个样子，天蝎的世界是最简单的，因为在他们的世界里，除了对，就是错，没有第三条路。这个观点体现在所有的蝎子身上！ （我有这么极端？！） 　　

天蝎致命的弱点－感情　　
蝎子并不是人们通常所说的那个样子，是一个冷血动物，他们的冷酷只是他们的一个伪装。一个保护自己脆弱的心的伪装，蝎子不是象大家想象的那样坚强，他们的投入有一个最致命的弱点。大家都知道期望越大，失望越大的意思，所以，蝎子通常不把自己的感情投入到一个人身上，所以他们用冷酷来吓退自己不感兴趣的人。对于蝎子的报复的，很多人都提起过，说到感情不可以不说天蝎为什么要那么样的报复曾经“对不起”他的人，如果你从上边看到这里，那么你应该可以明白，为什么蝎子会在报复的时候那么的狠毒！ 　　

对于蝎子而言，感情是专一的，是真诚的，蝎子可以无视别人对你的看法，只要他认为你是他的一个朋友，你可以十恶不赦，可以吃喝嫖赌，可以之前是人尽可夫的妓女，可以是个卑鄙无耻的骗子，只要你对蝎子是真诚的，那么你就是他的朋友。不过请注意，蝎子是会在一些小事情上来感觉到你对他的感情是否是真诚的，不要以为你可以欺骗蝎子，除非你可以做到滴水不漏，在任何事情上都防备蝎子！否则，你会先尝到蝎尾的毒针！

i will miss u...my long, thick and straight hair...

just came back from a hair cut...
i cut it to short d...
although not very short..
but my heart so pain after cut it...
when i saw my hair on the floor...
almost wanna cry d...
but i can't regret...

hope this hair style suit me...
feel like wanna cry after i cut my hair..
although i have no heart to keep it long like before..
but i love my hair so much...
i care about it also..
i neva cut so short after Form 5...
friends...
dun get shocked when u all c my hair...
haha...
hope i can change my mood after i change my hair style...

i will miss u...
my long..
my thick..
and also...
my straight hair...
i love u always...

真的是上了大学才知道...

01.上了大学才知道，两个天天在一起的人不一定是朋友，有可能什么都不是。
02.上了大学才知道，从来不要和别人争论什么，因为那是没有结果的，无论谁对谁错。
03.上了大学才知道，手机是有事的时候用的，并不是为了交流感情。
04.上了大学才知道，真心对一个人好不一定有回报，而你忽略的人往往有可能是最重视你的。
05.上了大学才知道，很多东西是可遇而不可求的，很多东西你只能拥有一次。
06.上了大学才知道，恋爱不一定是真心的，有可能是利益关系，有可能是攀比心理。
07.上了大学才知道，原来中学老师教的是那么好，那么负责任。
08.上了大学才知道，很多时候自己遇到不开心事，千万不要渴望别人同情，大多数人会采取冷漠回敬的。那样会更让人家看不起。
09.上了大学才知道，有很多东西是不属于你的，你使劲强求会遭天遣的。
10.上了大学才知道，生活是有很多不公平的，你一定要正视，相信实力和群众的眼睛。
11.上了大学才知道，人的性格可以差异到如此之大。
12.上了大学才知道，一个人要自己对自己好，因为真正关心你的人很少，有了事他们也不一定会在你身边。所以要自己照顾自己。
13.上了大学才知道，课程会在你不经意间，拉下很多，期末考试前不一定能补回来。
14.上了大学才知道，钱用的是那么快，用钱的地方是那么多。
15.上了大学才知道，从现在开始应该把握每一个你能把握的人，放弃你留不住的人，不要因为想留住个别人而失去一群人。
16.上了大学才知道，自己一定在乎自己的自尊，因为你的自尊在别人眼里根本不算什么。
17.上了大学才知道，不要心情不好的时候对周围人发脾气，渴望他们谅解你，人家不是你的父母，现在你可以明白父母对自己多么重要。
18.上了大学才知道。即便有人对情感看的无所谓，你一定要坚信，人之间的感情，有可能会令所有东西无法超越的，但记住，只是有可能。
19.上了大学才知道，会遇到许多自己看不惯的人或事，但那与你无关，别人爱咋整随他便，别生不该生的气，不值。
20.上了大学才知道，许多曾经的人会变的让你认不出，但请留住回忆。
21.上了大学才知道，会遇到很多诱惑，无论别人怎么样，你是你，你有你的原则和底限。
22.上了大学才知道，会有人很讨厌你或者和你过不去，但是他爱怎么样就怎么样，我们要大度，不和小人计较，但前提是你正确。
23.上了大学才知道，很多人无法理解男女之间的朋友关系，在一起就一定是恋人，不是恋人就一定不能在一起。
24.上了大学才知道，学习要刻苦，因为凭聪明就能应付大学科目的人是风毛翎角。
25.上了大学才知道，原来时间一空闲下来是那么无聊，丝毫没有中学的充实的感觉。
26.上了大学才知道，太在乎别人了往往会伤害自己。
27.上了大学才知道，对自己好的人会随着时间的流逝越来越少。
28.上了大学才知道，可以不把所有人当朋友，但千万不能把一个人当敌人，至少可以当同学。
29.上了大学才知道，玩你能玩的起的，玩不起的千万别玩，不然会输的什么都没有的。
30.上了大学才知道，快乐常常来自回忆，而痛苦常常来自于回忆与现实的差距。
31.上了大学才知道，原来上课，吃饭，上自习常常得自己一个人。
32.上了大学才知道，有很多人的想法与做法你无法理解，或是根本不知道他在想什么，千万别在那揣摩或者瞎猜，那样会让自己累，既然人家要保持神秘感那就让人家保持去啊，自己又不是占星师。
33.上了大学才知道，每个人都是带有“地方特色”的。
34.上了大学才知道，别人请客吃饭或着自己请别人吃饭都是很平常的，甚至请一个不怎么熟的人都是有可能的
35.上了大学才知道，每个人都是认为自己的家乡最好，无论他的家乡贫穷或富裕。

当我脆弱的时候.........谁会看穿我伪装的痛...谁会了解我内心的感受...

朋友那么多....
知心的朋友很少...
没有人知道我的难过...
没有人知道我的失落...
每有人知道我的无助....
没有人知道我的寂寞.....
没有人知道我的不开心....
没有人知道我的不快乐...
没有人懂我理解我心疼我.....
不知道从什么时候开始...
我也开始变得伤感.....
只知道我活的好累好累...
身边的人...
身边的事...
有时候真的无法去面对...
每天都重复着同样的生活...
苦燥...
乏味...
忧闷...
伤心...
无奈...
难过...
伤感...
我也常常一个人来来往往...
不知道什么时候我也习惯了一个人....
喜欢一个人独处的感觉...
不知道是时候变了还是自己变了...
不知道什么时候我也爱上了安静.....
喜欢上了寂寞....
也许我认为我是个坚强的人....
但是现实中的我却不是想象中的我那么坚强..
如今...
我喜欢把泪藏在心里..
不让别人看见...
我要微笑着笑容去面对每件事....
有时候突然从梦中醒来..
不知为和有种想哭的感觉..
一切都是那么莫明其妙...
一切都那么让我感到那么压印....
身边的人来了又走了.....
只有我一个人留在原地....
我找不到属于自己的方向...
多么希望我的下一站是幸福...
可是我却找不到任何出路...
我埋着头..
感受身边人身上淡淡的味道....
为什么都带着淡淡的忧伤....
我希望生活可以变得简单....
让我可以不要那么累......
但是现在的生活也并不复杂....
为什么还是让我讨厌...
内心脆弱....
表面很坚强...
面对所有的是是非非...
我只有保持沉默....
心里好难受...
好痛苦...
好压印..
好累......
觉得心里好委屈.....
总是告诉自己要坚强...
可是眼泪不听话....
每当想起你时心里却形容不出那种兹味....
哭了...
谁还会心疼？
累了...
谁让我依靠？
谁会看到我伪装的痛....？
谁会了解我内心的伤.....？
当我脆弱的时候，谁又会给我肩旁依靠？
我不是神！！
我是人...
我也有脆弱的一面...
我希望在我脆弱时有个人来安慰我...
关心我....

tired..!!

i think i really need to have a people to talk to...
i gonna crazy d...
alot of things stuck inside my heart...
i hope i can cry out...
but...
i duno how to cry d....

i feel stress to everything...
i never have such feeling before...
who can tell me how to do??
i have tired been...
forcing myself doing all the things that i dun like...
forcing myself forget all the things that i dun willing to forget...
forcing myself adapt to this environment...
forcing myself.......

the more power u get...
the more responsibility u had...
the more friends u lost...
the more unhappy u are...

trying to ignore all the things...
but i feel really disappointed sometimes...
i miss my foundation time so much...
i miss the time that go out with one whole gang of friends...
i miss the time that together with everyone...
i miss the time that walking in campus in a big gang...
i miss the time that having fun with everyone...
but now..
the time getting lesser and lesser...
can the time flow backwards?
yea...
of coz it can't...
what's wrong with me??
where is my confidence??
i had lost my confidence...

trying to find it back...

i regret that i have did something that make my life changed 360 degree...
i really regret...
but what can i do??
nothing but standing up alone...
Don’t waste your time regretting all your wrongs...
Know that in the end you’ll get what your heart longs...
sorry to my heart...
because all damage...
wondering how useless i am...

just saw 1 words...
very meaningful...
"you change for 1 of 2 reasons...
either you learn enough to want to...
or been hurt enough you have to.."
ya...
this is the reason y i change alot...
i just wanna protect myself...
i always care about others more than myself...
now...
i want to learn to care about myself 1st...
think about myself 1st before doing everything...

to someone...
no need to do anything purposely in front of me...
i won't give u any response...
if u think doing things in front of me purposely is ur habit~~
just remain it~
n i will say THANK YOU VERY MUCH to u...
coz u stronger my "immunity"...
now i become stronger n stronger~
haha...
so u just KEEP IT UP ya...
hahaha~~

Single...

i always feel that...
single got alot of advantages...
BUT..
today i finally know that..
single got disadvantage also...
that is...
will let ppl misunderstood u...
especially is the girlfriend of ur ex-admirer...

suddenly i feel like...
i am the third party among them...
after she find me...
but i just treat him like my little brother...

ya...
secondary school time...
he really got woo me...
since he was form 1 and i was form 2 that year...
till i graduated from SMKYP i think...
but i have rejected his woo for N times...
and i told him very clear d...
so dun be so worry...
i duno he love me how many years..
i only know that...
he now is loving you...
so please trust him...
i dun have any feeling towards him...
i like him to be my friend...
i like him to be my little brother...
but this all not love...

i hate this kinds of misunderstanding...
it is really not fair to me...
and also to the guy...

hmmm...
so should i go n find a boyfriend...
to prevent this kind of misunderstanding...
and let you feel relieved??

run away...

we have already do our very best in managing it...
but i feel that all our hard work..
have become vain..
how can we do...
then just can make it better n better??
really tired d...

can i run away from the responsibilities???

can YOU tell me WHY??

always telling myself...
dun go care about u...
always say to myself...
I DUN CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE!!!
BUT WHY???
I STILL VERY CARE!!!!

you start to get hurt..
then the moment you begin to care...
so is that i will never get hurt...
if i never care about everything???

ya...
seriously...
i am very hurt...
not because to that matter d...
but because of the attitude that u treat me...
am i do anything wrong??
pls tell me ok??
YOU will know who i am talking...

ya...
i am the VP of JLS...
but this post is totally not important to me...
i am just a normal girl...
i am just ur best friend...
i duno now u still treat me as ur best friend not...
but i still treat u as my best best friend at here..
inside society..
i am vice president...
but it is just temporary...
outside society...
u still are my best best friend...
this fact will never change...
i appreciate every single things around me...
i appreciate all my friends...

so..
can we back to before??
i know this is a really damn stupid question...
but this is the question...
that keep stuck inside my heart...

我到底在担心什么??

说真的...
我真的不知道自己在担心什么...
自己在害怕什么...
怎么我一直觉得有块大石头...
压在我的心里...
真的快喘不过气来了...
是压力吗?
这个学期...
有好多好多事等着我去完成...
我不想再fail了...
fail subject对我来说真的太残忍了...
我好担心..
我的成绩...
会因为忙这些event而荒废...
我好害怕...
好害怕我没办法manage好这些event...
好害怕来不及完成preparation...
好害怕event弄得不好...
好害怕大家没办法团结在一起...
好害怕因为弄event的关系...
搞得大家不开心...
心里有万分的害怕...
还有万分的担心...
非笔墨能形容...
有谁能明白??

压力!!!
无形的压力!!!
你比任何事物都还来得折磨人!!!!
真的快疯了!!!!

decision.....

never regret what u have already decided...
ya...
i will never regret about it...
that decision make me become more mature...
and make me know alot...
but that decision is not related to this post..

last fews month..
i did 2 decisions..
which have changed my life actually...
and which is very hard to me seriously...
1 is that decision which is the big secret to me...
dun ask me is what secret...
and another 1 is this decision...
but i will keep it as secret currently..

i tot i should be happy about this decision...
i tot i have already decided...
but y when the time is getting near to me..
i will feel so scared and worried...
it is really a new life for me...
which i dream of for a very very long time...
but now...
i am wondering...
is it a best choice for me??
is it a best decision??
is it the decision that i make only for running away from the BIG SECRET??
i really dunno...
i have lost in my world again...
again n again....
what should i do??
there are so many things that i still can't let go...
hope nothing will change during tis few years...
hope i can let go all the things...
hope i didn't do any wrong decision for my life...

Never ever give up~~

your biggest enemy on this world...
is always YOURSELF...
but not others...
always think positive...
nothing can fight you down...
unless you give up yourself...
所谓天将降大任于斯人也..
必先苦其心志...
劳其筋骨...
饿其体肤...
空乏其身...
行拂乱其所为...
所以动心忍性...
增益其所不能..

result out...
A to D i also get..
2 As 2 Bs 2 Cs and 1 D!!
1st time i get A for my exam in MMU...
and also 1st time i failed my subject in MMU...
this result really make me 哭笑不得...
i can't believe that my BIB can get A-...
can't believe that my BIN can pass...
and also...
CAN"T BELIEVE THAT MY MACROECONS get D+...
D+ means FAIL!!!!
WTH!!!
i dunno how to do BIN...
but i can get C+...
i dunno how to do BIB...
but i can get A-...
i dunno how to do BOB...
but i can get B...
i dunno how to do BET...
but i can get C...
i dunno how to do BHR...
but i can get B+...
got 1 subject no need exam...
i get A for my BEN...
BUT WHY!!!
who can tell me...
I KNOW HOW TO DO BEC...
but why i fail it...
i studied it for so many days...
but at last...
i failed the subject that i put most effort in it...
so sad...

seriously i got abit disappointed...
but it is not the end of the world..
never give up...
i will do it better for next time...
haha..
GAN LUO WEI~~
you can do it...
you must 要越挫越勇~~
n never ever give up~~
jiayou~~^^

i am just a normal girl...

我只是个普通的女孩...
一直希望...
有人疼爱...
有人包容...
有人让我撒娇...
有人能陪在我身边...
有人喜欢带我逛街...
有人乐意带我去他去的各种场合...
并把我介绍给他的朋友...

我只是个普通的女孩...
一直希望...
有人记得每天和我说晚安...
有人记得我们过去的点滴...
有人绝不把承诺作儿戏...
希望有人惦记我...
在我郁闷大哭时把我的头按在胸膛...

i am just a normal girl...
wish to have a normal life...
wish to have a people who can understand me...
wish to have a people...
who can say...
u can act strong in front of others...
but in front of me...
u can just be yourself...
u not need to act strong...
wish to have a people...
to look at me in the eyes when i say i am ok...
and hug me tight and say...
"I know you are not Okay, so tell me the truth."

you will never know...

something that you will never know...
coz i hide it inside my heart carefully....
you know??
it was so damn hard to me...
to hide all the feeling in my heart...
the feeling is getting more n more...
sometimes...
i even can't control anymore..
how about you?
so you have the same feeling with me??
after that day...
i ask myself must be more tough than before..
coz i can see you everyday...
i was really hard to me...
haha...
but now seems everything have over already...
i felt the feeling in my heart is become mature...
yea...
it is not compulsory that...
two person who are love each other must be together...
to be couple...
also can become the soulmate that having love...
although sometimes will feel sad when recall back the days...
but the days were become our past...
although i still feel that it was really not fair to me...
but i know that...
you are also very hurt because of this matter...
if got fate...
we will be together again with no any concerns...
haha...
i will put you in my heart...
although how i seem not care about it...
but actually...
I CARE...
i just act like i dun care...
because i dun want you to worry about me...
haha...
gambateh to you^^

home sick....

my mood is in blue this few days...
even how i laugh...
i also feel like wanna cry...
i really really miss home...
how i wish i can go back now...
i not dare to call back home...
coz i scare my tears will drop down from my eyes...
once i heard my mum's sound...
yesterday...
when i met my grandma at new jusco...
i feel so happy...
indeed...
but tis make me more and more miss my home...
i am really really miss all my family members....
i feel that i am getting useless and useless...
getting fragile and fragile...
"no matter how strong a people is...
his/her heart also have a fragile part"
yea...
this quote is rite...
no people are strong...
people who are strong...
all are act strong...
there is no people who are really really strong on this world...

I REALLY REALLY MISS HOME~~~

this so was so nice...
鲁冰花...


天上的星星不说话，地上的娃娃想妈妈。
天上的眼睛眨呀眨，妈妈的心啊鲁冰花。
我知道，半夜的星星会唱歌；
想家的夜晚，它就这样和我一唱一和。
我知道，午后的清风会唱歌；
童年的蝉声，它总是跟着风一唱一和。
当手中握住繁华，心情却变的荒芜。
才发现，世上一切都会变卦。
当青春剩下日记，乌丝就要变成白发。
不变的，只有那首歌在心中来回的唱。
天上的星星不说话，地上的娃娃想妈妈。
天上的眼睛眨啊眨，妈妈的心啊鲁冰花。
家乡的茶园开满花，妈妈的心肝在天涯。
夜夜想起妈妈的话，闪闪的泪光鲁冰花。
啊～～闪闪的泪光、鲁冰花。

past always can't go back....

刚刚去趟了图书馆..
突然有所感触...
看这在图书馆读书的人...
突然想起了以前的我们...
以前的我们...
都会在这个时候...
到图书馆...
一起读书...
一起闹...
可是现在的我们...
却变得那么的遥远...
是因为不同科系的关系吗?
还是....
想着想着...
眼泪不自觉地从我的眼眶掉下...
好怀念以前的我们...
可是人都是会长大的...
朋友死党没可能一直都会在你身边的...
我真的好想好想回到以前...
以前在这里的我是多么的快乐...
好想念一起读书为了考试打拼的日子...
过去总是回不去...
今天的我...
深深体会到这句话的含义...

告诫天下所有的女生..a nice article for girl~

1、千千万不要自作多情。

记住：他和你玩暧昧，就是不够喜欢你。男人真喜欢一个人，从眼睛就能看出来，他恨不得栓着你，怎么会忽冷忽热、忽进忽退？是，喜欢肯定有，总要他看着你顺眼才和你暧昧。所以，对暧昧你的男人一定不要多情，就算他常常拉你出来、天天短信、电话。就算抱过、亲过，也依然不代表什么，什么都不是。不要相信这种男人说的好话。

2、静下来想想你未必就是真的喜欢他。

人都有惯性，比如一个人天天9点打电话给你，2个星期之后不打了，你肯定难受。这就是很正常的一个心理作用。所以，当你习惯了他天天绕在你周围，突然他又远离你的时候，你不甘心了吧，开始惦记他了吧。别相信你就真的那么喜欢他了，这只是一个惯性作用而已。别多想他，自己该干嘛干嘛，过几天习惯了就又没事了。然后他又热情起来了怎么办呢？你要是还没看透，还要入套我也没办法了。

3、如果真的喜欢上了他。

说白了，就算是特别喜欢他、天天无时无刻不想着他了，也要烂在心里，绝对绝对不让他知道。如果憋得慌，可以跟好朋友说，可以上网写出来发泄，但就是不要对他说。为什么？因为作人姿态一定要漂亮，就算你输了，也只有自己知道，他没有机会看低你。

4、想和别人玩暧昧？别，千万别，这种事有报应的。

好好的爱一个人多好呀！别干这缺德事。经上所述：我觉得，女人，真的不要自作多情，男人真的爱你又怎么会对你不负呢？真的爱你怎么会伤害你让你难过？真的爱你怎么不会好好疼你？别玩暧昧， 暧昧不是女人能玩得起的， 别一时冲昏了头，让自己后悔！

一路走来，遇到过许多的人，碰到过许多的事，是好是坏的也罢，在不知不觉间都成了过去。最近看到了许多人遇到的许多事，突然地想对所有人说，要对自己坦白，对身边的人多关怀，别让深爱你的人受伤害，因为许多人错过了就永远错过了，许多幸福溜走了就不会再来。如果每个人都能在失去前学会珍惜，就会少了很多遗憾！

这个社会太精彩了，人的精神也很容易越轨，想对某些不小心精神移位的人说：当某一天，你觉得某一个与你在路上擦肩而过的他、她比你现在拥有的他、她更让你心动，快敲敲自己的脑袋，这个世界上再美的人都有，你能爱上几个？你能真的把他、她带回家吗？如果不能，可别忘了回家的路！

要知道，有个人每天都在实实在在地为你付出呢，在拥有他、她之前，你不也是觉得他、她很美吗？不要因为时间长了习惯了便忘了他、她的好，人不可能永远理智，但是，人，真的不能永远只随着自己的性子，时间长了，如果不懂得珍惜，思念是会过期的。

忘了你们自己的本性、不要忘记、男人女人是平等的、男人可以给你温暖、可以给你冷淡、可以给你寂寞、对他们来说、你也许是个闲暇时解闷的对象、也许是个寂寞时倾诉的对象、也可能是不安分时发泄的对象，感情算什么、可有可无、现在什么是最重要的？

不要把自己的时间浪费在男人身上、男人不过如此、我只能说现在不是时候、做自己该做的、忠爱自己、

女人，看透一切，努力成为一个完美的人才是最重要的。

i love sky~~

the sky of today so nice~~
make me can't bear to take some photo...
it is really very beautiful~^^

distance.......

世界上最遥远的距离...
已不再是我就站在你面前...
你却不知道我爱你...
而是明明知道彼此相爱...
却不能在一起~~
看了有点感触...
但一切都与我无关...
哈哈哈...
但是真的吗??
也许是...
或许是...
最好是...
哈哈哈....
>___<|||

I HATE IT!!!!!!!

feel like wanna cry...
but i had forgot how to cry....
and i hard to let me smile also....
i wanna leave here...
i wanna quit the post....
i wanna leave this meaningless world...
i wanna totally disappear in this world...
i really HATE myself now...
i just wanna to be myself...
but i am not live in my world....
i need the support from u all...
but i dun wanna force u all....
what can i do???
what should i do????
if i keep stay at here....
i definitely become crazy...
i keep forcing myself must to be strong...
but it makes me more n more suffer at here....
since u gave me this post...
i NEVER EVER smile happily...
seriously...
i am STRESS and HATE this post....
but I HAD NO CHOICE...
coz every things were too late....
the feeling that being forced is really suffer...
so i won't force anyone to do the things that they dun like....

be strong~~

this few days...
no no...
actually is this WHOLE SEM...
i met alot of unhappy and challenging matters...
they make me stress and sad...
my heart so pain...
but because of this...
i become stronger and stronger than before...
although still will feel sad...
but not like before d...
i am not the Luo Wei that u all know anymore...
i won't be fight down by u so easily...
hahaha...
congratulation....
u have already at or maybe over my limit....
but very sorry to tell u that...
i won't care about what u do....
so dun be so happy about it...
and if u want boycott me or what...
it doesn't matter for me...
but dun hurt others who are beside me...
or else...
dun force me...
and also dun blame me..
hahaha...
just let it be...

寄生-吳克群

你說我們不會變 做回朋友 會舒服些
你說你怕太濃烈 走得越遠 越沒感覺
你說時間會沖淡一切 距離讓我們好過些
但是你走得越來越遠 我卻越來越有感覺

我寄生在你的世界多一天
就連自己影子都要看不見
你帶走了什麼 你看不見
它卻不斷侵蝕著我每一天

我寄生在你的回憶多一天
就連自己聲音都要聽不見
我哭喊著什麼 你聽不見
因為我寄生在回憶裡面
在這回憶裡面

你說我們不會變 做回朋友 會舒服些
你說你怕太濃烈 走得越遠 越沒感覺
我想學著忘記這一切 學著灑脫酷一點
但是你走得越來越遠 我卻越來越有感覺

我寄生在你的世界多一天
就連自己影子都要看不見
你帶走了什麼 你看不見
它卻不斷侵蝕著我每一天

我寄生在你的回憶多一天
就連自己聲音都要聽不見
我哭喊著什麼 你聽不見
因為我寄生在回憶裡面
在這回憶裡面

我寄生在你的世界多一天
就連自己影子都要看不見
你帶走了什麼 你看不見
它卻不斷侵蝕著我每一天

我寄生在你的回憶多一天
就連自己聲音都要聽不見
我哭喊著什麼 你聽不見
因為我寄生在回憶里面
在這回憶裡面

i feel so familiar when i heard this song...
the lyrics really same as what i had experienced...

听说这样的女孩很值得爱...

1 整天打你骂你说你笨蛋不让你抽烟的女生要珍惜
2 喜欢吃棒棒糖的女生
3 总是送你小礼物的女生
4 让你唱歌给他听的女生
5 对你发脾气却哭了的女生
6 喜欢粘着你分开时却嘟起小嘴流泪的女生
7 这个你可能不知道你睡觉时她总是喜欢默默的看你
8 表面上不在乎你但你生病时她却着急的落泪
9 帮你省钱的女生
10喜欢让你在她最伤心的时候陪在身边
现在想想你心里的那个她..
不管你们再没在一起..
如果看完这个你笑了..
呵呵..
你喜欢她..
当每个宁静的夜晚她都会等你忙完了..
再陪她聊天..
你是否知道当你在电话里头对远方的那个她说：
"很晚了早点休息吧..明天聊时.."
她有多失望..即使她已经很困了..
你是否知道每次你问她想你吗？
她回答：‘不想’的时候其实是想你最深的时刻..
也许她经常骂你猪..
其实在她的眼里你永远是最优秀的..
她的要求并不高..
只要在她哭泣时候..
你能陪着她就足够了!
她总是喜欢和你唱反调..
你知道吗？
每次她生气时..
你说她说话很个性时她都会破涕而笑...
她完全会因为你的话而开心...
所有看完日志的人..
如果现在拥有她..
请记得给她幸福..
不是要天天和她粘在一起..
而是心永远和她贴的最近就OK!
她..
也许并不优秀..
但对你绝对够好..
珍惜吧！

看了这篇文张..
我突然觉得心好痛..
因为我就是这样一个女孩...
但..
现在一切都不同了..
我好想回到以前..
回到那段打打闹闹的日子..
但我知道..
我们是不会再像以前一样了..
我就这样..
失去了一个懂我的人..
突然好后悔...
第一次觉得后悔...
但..
是你不珍惜我..
我也没办法说什么..
现在的我..
每天都好想好想哭..
但我却有种哭不出来的感觉..
是因为我已忘了怎样哭了吗?
还是..
我缺了一个肩旁和拥抱?
有谁能来带我走...
带我离开这可怕的地方..
每次下定决心要让自己开心..
但每次看到你..
我心里就有种莫名的痛及伤感...
我讨厌这种感觉...
是因为我感觉到我们之间的距离吗?
也许是吧..
但我已尽我的能力..
你说当着什么事都没发生..
我已尽力配合了..
你还想怎样...
为什么现在还要这样对我...
我真的累了..
我也受够了...
但我们真的不能回到以前这样吗???

i am talking seriously!!!

now i am not joking at all...
i am serious...
seriously...
can i leave here??
i am tired being at here d...
dad...
can i quit school now??
can i transfer to another school??
or transfer to cyber also can...
i really dun want stay at here anymore...
i only feel sad n uncomfortable all the time...
i lost my smile recently...
i really hard to smile or laugh now...
a lot of things happened...
i really can't manage to accept it...
my heart is cold now...
to all the things...
i always act strong in front of others...
every time when i act strong...
my heart was bleeding and crying...
but no one know about it...
I REALLY WANNA LEAVE HERE NOW!!!!
but why i have no choice??
is it because i am gan luo wei...
so i can't decide anythings in my life??
can i temporary quit GAN LUO WEI's post??
can i run away from all the responsibility??
i really tired for being GAN LUO WEI d...

Gan Luo Wei...
having alot of burdens n responsibilities...
at home...
she need to be a good daughter to her parent..
she need to be a good granddaughter to her grandma...
she need to be a good sister to all of her sisters...
she need to take care all the family members including her relatives...
she need to help his dad to do a lot of stuff...
she need to be a boy sometimes although she is a girl...
she need to be the back up for her family...
she need to counsel her sisters if they face any problems...
she need to learn and know every things that maybe others duno...
she need to have a older mind although she is only 20 years old...
she need to help parent to solve any problems that happened in family...
she need to be strong in family...
she need to....
a lot of things are waiting for her by day to day...
and she need to face and solve them her own...

at outside...
she need to be a strong girl...
she need to be a good friend to all her friend..
she need to be a good student to her teachers n lecturer...
she need to be....

WHY??
she has no choice to her life??
WHY??
she dun have a reliable friend at here??
WHY??
she can't be herself at here??
WHY??
in her life only got invisible and visible stress??
WHY WHY WHY????

since i am being Gan Luo Wei...
so i had no choice to choose my life and my fate...
i am only can cry silently...
even sometimes i feel like wanna commit suicide...
but i won't so silly...
coz i dun want make my parent sad n hurt...
if God really want me to died now...
the most reason that i unwilling to go is all my family members...
i let go all the things d...
except my family...

arghhhhhh~~
i am going to CRAZY d la!!!!!!!!!
can i leave here???????

hurt....

tis few days...
my heart was so hurt n pain...
y only few weeks...
then we become like stranger...
u r my best friend at here...
i used to talk to u when i was down...
i used to listen to u when u were down too...
but y now we become like this...
i dun want...
i dun want lost any friend that can talk heart d...
i really appreciate u...
but y...
u like keep run away from me...
i got do anything wrong??
or maybe i too rely on u d...
maybe i need to learn how to be independence all the time...
before..
we had never stop talking and chatting...
now...
we have no words to talk to...
i need a reason...
y suddenly like that??
where is our friendship??
u tell me before...
u won't throw me aside and alone...
but now...
i was thrown...
i was being alone...
i have no one to talk with anymore...
i really appreciate our friendship...
so can we back to before??
i really need u..friend..
i always scare tis day will come...
but now...
it is really come...
and the feeling was so bad...
are we still best friend?
T__T

唐禹哲-放过你自己吧

哪里有完美的词汇
比沉默更适切
朝笑现在的我们
不爱却不面对
浪费时间才疲倦

宁愿你狠狠地放手
我反而会更感谢
如果做不成朋友
也曾笑很干脆
全都是以为自以为

放过你自己吧就剩一点面对
过去的甜蜜的安慰全都是自以为
放过你自己吧勇敢一点面对
不如好好地说再见

宁愿你狠狠地放手
我反而会更感谢
如果做不成朋友
也曾笑得干脆
全都是以为自以为

放过你自己吧诚实一点面对
过去的甜蜜啊无谓全都是自以为
放过你自己吧勇敢一点面对
不如好好地说再见

我的感觉如此强烈
我也不是很无所谓
其实我一直也会想念

放过你自己吧诚实一点面对
过去的甜蜜啊无谓全都是自以为
放过你自己吧勇敢一点面对
不如好好地说再见

Giving Up On Loving You^^

天灰的时候我想起了你说的话
再见吧baby我们也许都该长大
天色很黑 你看不见我的眼泪
因为我装无所谓 忍着泪 笑的好狼狈
不想让你太累 不想看你为爱疲惫
不要后退 我怕我会后悔

看着你消失在昏暗的巷口
昨天所有承诺抛在脑后
你说分手 从来不会有天长地久
我像个孩子一样守在角落
想象你会突然的回过头
你永远不会懂
忘记痛 要多久

回忆倒流回到我们相遇的地方
（怎么也没办法忘记 我们相遇的那一天）
天很蓝 风很暖 这些画面我割舍不断
（我还记得 天很蓝 风很暖 可是现在一切都不在）
我怕孤单 你比谁都更明白
以为你会一直让 我依赖 就算海枯石烂
是我太过天真 还是我爱的太愚蠢
童话剧本 又怎么会成真

看着你走失在我们的爱情
留下苍白而无力的回忆
最后说我爱你 是我所能做的唯一
我知道自己还是无法忘记
离开你时间该怎么继续
我仍选择放弃
只因为 太爱你...

the song that describe my mood now...

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
是谁太不成熟没体谅彼此感受
我不停寻找着理由解释分手

心好空像没温度的气球
我的灵魂困在回忆中动也不能动

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
如果同一秒钟你也想起了我
心只要能微微颤抖就已足够

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
或许我永远都看不透

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
伤心快乐在回忆中反复的交错
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

放心我还会好好的过^^

time passing~~

OMG~~

so fast...

my Beta year (1st year for degree) just past like tat...

1 year d...

i can't even realized about it...

haha..

tis is the 2nd last day for my 3rd sem of this year...

after finish my last paper on tmr..

then my beta year will totally finish...

tis sem...

seems long but short...

seems sad but happy...

seems loss alot but gain alot...

tis sem passed so fast...

i can't catch up anythings then it come to the end d...

still can't accept i finish my beta year d..

haha...

this sem...

passed till quite weird...

me like din do anythings...

even notes i also download last month...

>.<

a lot of things also do at last minutes...

really can't catch up...

the worst is...

i really can't understand what had the lecturer teach...

y course structure like damn messy...

but actually it quite ok to me..

wakaka....

after this sem...

we are going to go into our major course...

so...

our gang will be separate...

although we still can meet...

but i can expect that...

when we meet...

maybe we will only say hi...

and ask how are you nia...

so scare to face about it..

but no choice..

i have to face it...

will miss the time that we are together...

IB gang...

let us fight for our future~~

haha...

we must work harder for a better future...

Marketing gang...

dun forget us ya..

we must always have our gathering...

no matter how...

we are best friends...

coz we noe each other very much...

even though we are IB gang or Marketing gang...

we still are 1 gang~~

hahaha...

one be friend...

forever are friend...

tis sem...

i really learn alot...

and mature alot...

really thx to YOU...

hahaha...

let me noe what i really what...

let me noe how happy i am actually...

let me noe how to dun care anyone...

let me noe the truth that...

even how good and true u treat a friend...

the friend will also leave u..

just becoz of misunderstanding and distrust..

thx for everything...

becoz of it...

i become not same now...

totally not same...

i learn how to act blur to many things...

i am happier than before...

because i saw the truth...

i saw how good others treat me..

haha...

now...

happiness is always around me...

i am very appreciate it...

it is enough to me d...

i am not expect more...

coz...

happiness is only so simple...^^

should i just act as i duno everything?

just now...

i noe something that i can't accept accidentally...

what should i do??

just act as i duno or....

i need a listener...

but i can't say out this matter also...

y i am so useless??
who can help me?

but i noe...

no one can help me in this matter...

arghhhh...

y like tat???

who can tell me how to do??

but this matter really hard to say out...

so...

should i hide it inside my heart??

should i just buat bodoh there??

but i really can't believe about it!!!!!!

做不成男女朋友，做个特别的朋友

两个可能彼此相爱、喜欢的人，
但是，又不属于友情、爱情、亲情中的任何一种，
彼此不能成为男女朋友，只能做个特别的朋友……
也许是为了朋友之间的义气，不能归属。
也许是为了顾及家人的意见，不能归位。
也许是为了自己的前程，不能承诺。
也许是相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许是相遇太晚，彼此身边已经有了另一个人。
也许是回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线……
不过即使没在一起，
彼此仍能找到塌实的感觉，
仍然会保持不隶属任何一种感情的关系。
但是彼此心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
因为有了彼此，心里总是被幸福塞的满满的……
即使不能彼此名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
彼此有喜欢的人，口头上会说不吃醋，
心里却会觉得胃疼……
对方遇到困难时，
会尽全力伸出援助之手，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
对方生病了，
会缴尽脑汁找药方，
恨不得变成护士，陪伴在身旁……
每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。
一开始可能不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。
宁愿这样关心对方的心情，
总好过彼此生活在一起受伤害……
做不成男女朋友，
当个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢
很多的感情，
都败在了现实的面前……
友情可以演变成为爱情，
爱情最终进化成为亲情，
彼此就将友情直接进步到亲情……
人生不过百年……
能牵手的时候，请别只是肩并肩，
能拥抱的时候，请别只是手牵手，
能在一起的时候，请别轻易分开，
能成为红颜知己，请别刻意离开！
珍惜彼此之间塌实的感觉!

在我心里..

好像住着这样的一个朋友^^

有种莫名的感触....

1) 请不要假装对我好，我很傻，会当真的
2) 感情的戏，我没演技
3) 离开后，别说祝我幸福...你有什么资格祝我幸福？
4) 习惯难受，习惯思念，习惯等你...可是却一直没有习惯看不到你
5) 等待，是一生最初的苍老
6) 要离开，就请，永远别再回来
7) 也许走得太远的代价就是寂寞
8) 我放下了尊严，放下了个性，放下了固执，都只是因为放不下你
9) 我怀旧...因为我看不到你和未来
10) 不要骗我，你知道即使你的谎言我都会相信
11) 当你做对的时候，没有人会记得；当你做错的时候，连呼吸都是错
12) 和爱的人吵架，和陌生人讲心里话
13) 他的心早已变换了季节，而你还站在他许下诺言的那一天
14) 想你的时候有些幸福，幸福得有些难过
15) 上一次微笑着入睡...是什么时候？
16) 什么叫快乐？就是掩饰自己的悲伤对每个人微笑
17) 多谢你的绝情，让我学会死心
18) 当眼泪流下来，才知道，分开也是一种明白
19) 我真的爱你，闭上眼，以为我能忘记，但流下的眼泪，却没有骗到自己
20) 有时，爱也是一种伤害：残忍的人，选择伤害别人；善良的人，选择伤害自己
21) 脸上的快乐别人看得到，心里的痛又有谁能感觉到...？
22) 不是不死心，是死不了心
23) 你知道吗...？真心离伤心最近
24) 我想哭...可是我已经不知道该怎么流泪了
25) 思念一个人的滋味，就像是喝了一杯冰冷的水，最后一滴一滴凝成热泪
26) 喜欢一个人没有错，错就错在喜欢一个不喜欢自己的人
27) 等待，也许并不容易...伤害，却轻而易举...
28) 没有什么过不去，只是再也回不去
29) 痛过之后就不会觉得痛了，有的只会是一颗冷漠的心
30) 原来地久天长，只是误会一场
31) 我还在原地等你，你却已经忘记曾来过这里
32) 你是我猜不到的不知所措，我是你想不到的无关痛痒
33) 我喜欢现在的自己，怀念过去的我们
34) 我不在乎你对我的不在乎
35) 年轻时我们放弃，以为那只是一段感情；后来才知道，那其实是一生
36) 我是你转身就忘的路人甲，凭什么陪你蹉跎年华到天涯？
37) 一个人只要不再想要，就什么都可以放下...
38) 最初不相识，最终不相认
39) 要有多坚强，才敢念念不忘
40) 爱那么短，遗忘却那么长......

History and Meaning of White Roses

Primary Significance: Purity, Innocence, Sympathy, Spirituality

With its pristine appearance, the white rose has come to symbolize purity, innocence and secrecy. There are myths and legends from several different cultures relating to the origin of the first rose which is initially white in color and is then miraculously transformed. Oftentimes the pure white rose was depicted as being stained by blood, or made to blush from a kiss. The recurrence of this theme does a great deal to establish the white rose as a symbol for purity.

Early traditions also used white rose as a symbol for true love, an association which would later become the hallmark of the red rose. However, white roses continue to endure and retain their symbolism of innocence. White roses are now used to express a number of different sentiments.

Also known as the bridal rose, the white rose is a traditional wedding flower. In this sense, they are a representation of unity, virtue, and the pureness of a new bond of love. White roses are also a symbol for young love, which further strengthens the association, and makes them ideal for marriages. Bridal bouquets are often comprised of white roses and other white flowers.

White roses are also associated with honor and reverence, which makes them a fitting memorial for a departed loved one. Funeral and sympathy arrangements traditionally incorporate white roses as a part of the tribute. As a symbol of remembrance, the white rose represents heavenliness and is an expression of spiritual love and respect.

While most of the long-established meanings of white roses are still quite commonly used today, others have become less prevalent. White rosebuds, for example, are a traditional symbol for girlhood and carry an underlying message of one too young for love. While perhaps no longer falling into the realm of common knowledge, this is still very much a part of the language of roses.

White roses can mean many things to many different people. They can symbolize new beginnings, or be a sign of farewell. They can convey feelings of love, friendship, respect and hope. Underlying all of these messages is the impression of innocence and purity with which white roses are now synonymous. An arrangement of white roses is not only beautiful; it can carry a complexity that belies its simpler appearance. Whatever the reason white roses are given, it can be assured that they will be deeply appreciated by their recipient.

white^^❤

white white WHITE~~~

i love white color so much^^

hahaha...

dunno y...

white color always very attract me...

it like magnet...

everythings in white color will automatic attract my sight..

even people who wear white shirt...

haha...

any things that in white color like...

white shirt...

white shoes...

white clothes...

white skirt...

white bag...

and so on...

especially white ROSE~~❤

i love white rose seriously~~

❤White roses represent innocence and purity and are traditionally associated with marriages and new beginnings. The white rose is also a symbol of honor and reverence, and white rose arrangements are often used as an expression of remembrance.❤

white rose make me feel happiness....

everytime when i saw white rose...

i will definitely feel happy...

this happiness is from heart...

haha...

so i keep ask my mum give me a bouquet of white rose when my graduation day~~

hope i can get it~~
wakaka...

white rose make me forget a lot of unhappy things also...

it just like sea and star~~

i love sea...

i love star...

and i love white rose~~

hahaha...

my sis always said white rose not good...

coz look like funeral...

but i dun think so...

white rose got its romance...

haha...

i love white color~~

i love WHITE ROSE~~❤

我们没有在一起....^^

hahaha...

once u all c this title...

sure think that who are the words 'we' means for...

sampat....

dun think too much...

this is only title of a song that sang by Rene~~刘若英...

one of my favourite singer~~

she just out her new album recently...

the 1st time i heard this song was on the way coming bek melaka...

on MY FM...

haha...

this song damn nice...

once i heard...

i totally in love with it~~

wakaka...

so now...

i wanna introduce this song to u all...

it is really a nice song seriously~~

lyrics>>>

你一直说的那个公园已经拆了

　　还记得荡著秋千日子就飞起来

　　漫漫的下午阳光都在脸上撒野

　　你那傻气 我真是想念

　　那时候小小的你还没学会叹气

　　谁又会想到他们现在喊我女王

　　你哈哈笑的样子倒是一点没变

　　时间走了 谁还在等呢

　　这杯咖啡忘了加糖

　　真不是我那麼伤感

　　世界太复杂 你说单纯很难

　　我当然都明白

　　可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方

　　只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大

　　我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样

　　我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨

　　我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方

　　你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长

　　我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样

　　总是远远关心远远分享

　　那条路走呀走呀走呀总要回家

　　两只手握著晃呀晃呀舍不得放

　　你不知道吧后来后来我都在想

　　跟你走吧 管它去哪呀

　　这杯咖啡忘了加糖

　　真不是我那麼伤感

　　世界太复杂 你说单纯很难

　　我当然都明白

　　可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方

　　只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大

　　我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样

　　我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨

　　我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方

　　你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长

　　我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样

　　总是远远关心远远分享

　　可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方

　　只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大

　　我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样

　　我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨

　　我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方

　　你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长

　　我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样

　　总是远远关心远远分享

　　我们没有在一起至少还像朋友一样

　　你远远的关心 其实更长

i keep listening to this song now...

addicted d...

but....

MY FINAL EXAM IS COMING~~

9 days count-downing ~~

OMG~~

i still got the feeling listening to this song....

swt....

God Bless ME^^