寄生-吳克群

你說我們不會變 做回朋友 會舒服些
你說你怕太濃烈 走得越遠 越沒感覺
你說時間會沖淡一切 距離讓我們好過些
但是你走得越來越遠 我卻越來越有感覺

我寄生在你的世界多一天
就連自己影子都要看不見
你帶走了什麼 你看不見
它卻不斷侵蝕著我每一天

我寄生在你的回憶多一天
就連自己聲音都要聽不見
我哭喊著什麼 你聽不見
因為我寄生在回憶裡面
在這回憶裡面

你說我們不會變 做回朋友 會舒服些
你說你怕太濃烈 走得越遠 越沒感覺
我想學著忘記這一切 學著灑脫酷一點
但是你走得越來越遠 我卻越來越有感覺

我寄生在你的世界多一天
就連自己影子都要看不見
你帶走了什麼 你看不見
它卻不斷侵蝕著我每一天

我寄生在你的回憶多一天
就連自己聲音都要聽不見
我哭喊著什麼 你聽不見
因為我寄生在回憶裡面
在這回憶裡面

我寄生在你的世界多一天
就連自己影子都要看不見
你帶走了什麼 你看不見
它卻不斷侵蝕著我每一天

我寄生在你的回憶多一天
就連自己聲音都要聽不見
我哭喊著什麼 你聽不見
因為我寄生在回憶里面
在這回憶裡面

i feel so familiar when i heard this song...
the lyrics really same as what i had experienced...

听说这样的女孩很值得爱...

1 整天打你骂你说你笨蛋不让你抽烟的女生要珍惜
2 喜欢吃棒棒糖的女生
3 总是送你小礼物的女生
4 让你唱歌给他听的女生
5 对你发脾气却哭了的女生
6 喜欢粘着你分开时却嘟起小嘴流泪的女生
7 这个你可能不知道你睡觉时她总是喜欢默默的看你
8 表面上不在乎你但你生病时她却着急的落泪
9 帮你省钱的女生
10喜欢让你在她最伤心的时候陪在身边
现在想想你心里的那个她..
不管你们再没在一起..
如果看完这个你笑了..
呵呵..
你喜欢她..
当每个宁静的夜晚她都会等你忙完了..
再陪她聊天..
你是否知道当你在电话里头对远方的那个她说：
"很晚了早点休息吧..明天聊时.."
她有多失望..即使她已经很困了..
你是否知道每次你问她想你吗？
她回答：‘不想’的时候其实是想你最深的时刻..
也许她经常骂你猪..
其实在她的眼里你永远是最优秀的..
她的要求并不高..
只要在她哭泣时候..
你能陪着她就足够了!
她总是喜欢和你唱反调..
你知道吗？
每次她生气时..
你说她说话很个性时她都会破涕而笑...
她完全会因为你的话而开心...
所有看完日志的人..
如果现在拥有她..
请记得给她幸福..
不是要天天和她粘在一起..
而是心永远和她贴的最近就OK!
她..
也许并不优秀..
但对你绝对够好..
珍惜吧！

看了这篇文张..
我突然觉得心好痛..
因为我就是这样一个女孩...
但..
现在一切都不同了..
我好想回到以前..
回到那段打打闹闹的日子..
但我知道..
我们是不会再像以前一样了..
我就这样..
失去了一个懂我的人..
突然好后悔...
第一次觉得后悔...
但..
是你不珍惜我..
我也没办法说什么..
现在的我..
每天都好想好想哭..
但我却有种哭不出来的感觉..
是因为我已忘了怎样哭了吗?
还是..
我缺了一个肩旁和拥抱?
有谁能来带我走...
带我离开这可怕的地方..
每次下定决心要让自己开心..
但每次看到你..
我心里就有种莫名的痛及伤感...
我讨厌这种感觉...
是因为我感觉到我们之间的距离吗?
也许是吧..
但我已尽我的能力..
你说当着什么事都没发生..
我已尽力配合了..
你还想怎样...
为什么现在还要这样对我...
我真的累了..
我也受够了...
但我们真的不能回到以前这样吗???

i am talking seriously!!!

now i am not joking at all...
i am serious...
seriously...
can i leave here??
i am tired being at here d...
dad...
can i quit school now??
can i transfer to another school??
or transfer to cyber also can...
i really dun want stay at here anymore...
i only feel sad n uncomfortable all the time...
i lost my smile recently...
i really hard to smile or laugh now...
a lot of things happened...
i really can't manage to accept it...
my heart is cold now...
to all the things...
i always act strong in front of others...
every time when i act strong...
my heart was bleeding and crying...
but no one know about it...
I REALLY WANNA LEAVE HERE NOW!!!!
but why i have no choice??
is it because i am gan luo wei...
so i can't decide anythings in my life??
can i temporary quit GAN LUO WEI's post??
can i run away from all the responsibility??
i really tired for being GAN LUO WEI d...

Gan Luo Wei...
having alot of burdens n responsibilities...
at home...
she need to be a good daughter to her parent..
she need to be a good granddaughter to her grandma...
she need to be a good sister to all of her sisters...
she need to take care all the family members including her relatives...
she need to help his dad to do a lot of stuff...
she need to be a boy sometimes although she is a girl...
she need to be the back up for her family...
she need to counsel her sisters if they face any problems...
she need to learn and know every things that maybe others duno...
she need to have a older mind although she is only 20 years old...
she need to help parent to solve any problems that happened in family...
she need to be strong in family...
she need to....
a lot of things are waiting for her by day to day...
and she need to face and solve them her own...

at outside...
she need to be a strong girl...
she need to be a good friend to all her friend..
she need to be a good student to her teachers n lecturer...
she need to be....

WHY??
she has no choice to her life??
WHY??
she dun have a reliable friend at here??
WHY??
she can't be herself at here??
WHY??
in her life only got invisible and visible stress??
WHY WHY WHY????

since i am being Gan Luo Wei...
so i had no choice to choose my life and my fate...
i am only can cry silently...
even sometimes i feel like wanna commit suicide...
but i won't so silly...
coz i dun want make my parent sad n hurt...
if God really want me to died now...
the most reason that i unwilling to go is all my family members...
i let go all the things d...
except my family...

arghhhhhh~~
i am going to CRAZY d la!!!!!!!!!
can i leave here???????

hurt....

tis few days...
my heart was so hurt n pain...
y only few weeks...
then we become like stranger...
u r my best friend at here...
i used to talk to u when i was down...
i used to listen to u when u were down too...
but y now we become like this...
i dun want...
i dun want lost any friend that can talk heart d...
i really appreciate u...
but y...
u like keep run away from me...
i got do anything wrong??
or maybe i too rely on u d...
maybe i need to learn how to be independence all the time...
before..
we had never stop talking and chatting...
now...
we have no words to talk to...
i need a reason...
y suddenly like that??
where is our friendship??
u tell me before...
u won't throw me aside and alone...
but now...
i was thrown...
i was being alone...
i have no one to talk with anymore...
i really appreciate our friendship...
so can we back to before??
i really need u..friend..
i always scare tis day will come...
but now...
it is really come...
and the feeling was so bad...
are we still best friend?
T__T

唐禹哲-放过你自己吧

哪里有完美的词汇
比沉默更适切
朝笑现在的我们
不爱却不面对
浪费时间才疲倦

宁愿你狠狠地放手
我反而会更感谢
如果做不成朋友
也曾笑很干脆
全都是以为自以为

放过你自己吧就剩一点面对
过去的甜蜜的安慰全都是自以为
放过你自己吧勇敢一点面对
不如好好地说再见

宁愿你狠狠地放手
我反而会更感谢
如果做不成朋友
也曾笑得干脆
全都是以为自以为

放过你自己吧诚实一点面对
过去的甜蜜啊无谓全都是自以为
放过你自己吧勇敢一点面对
不如好好地说再见

我的感觉如此强烈
我也不是很无所谓
其实我一直也会想念

放过你自己吧诚实一点面对
过去的甜蜜啊无谓全都是自以为
放过你自己吧勇敢一点面对
不如好好地说再见