【●~~在我的编年史中..写下了一个传说..要把HISTORY..改写成HERSTORY..在我的回忆录中快乐要蔓延很久..那就今天开始建造我王国..我是女王一般的SHERO..看不到找不到等不到你的HERO为何不作自己只手撑天的SHERO..你可以我可以为自己赴汤蹈火不再退缩..不要了不找不等了..谁要HERO..站出来作自己只手撑天的SHERO..你可以我可以为自己赴汤蹈火的SHERO..像女王挥舞著骄傲披风~~●】

♥♥I WANNA BE MY OWN SHERO♥♥

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

outing with sister gang~~

hahaha...
this is the 1st time i think...
sister gang can go out without lack of any members...
hahaha...
so happy...
today...
we go sing k in gogo ktv...
haha...
so nice right...
but because i got something to do...
so i ask big sister bring me to MP 1st...
sure la..
i missed many things with them...
but...
i met xiao wee in MP...
so happy..
we din plan for meet 1...
and i also never think that she come malacca today...
haha...
all are fate...
when i am lost in buying my mother's gift...
i met her...
kaka...
then we shopping togother...
but not very long la...
awhile only...
because i still need go gogo ktv there meet my sister...
haha...
anywhere...
i can't manage to buy my mother's gift...
because the price are too expensive d...
the cheapest 1 also need RM212!!!
walao...
sad la...
haiz..
after that...
i walk to gogo from MP...
the sun was damn big just now...
how i wish is..
i can stay in MP and wait them finish singing...
haha...
but i can't...
so i walk to gogo alone with my coke...
haha..
the worst come!!!
when i reach gogo...
i realise that...
my friend left her thing in my bag!!!
haiz...
then i walk back to MP again with en zai...
haha...
really can't tahan the sun...
damn big and hot...
haha...
in conclusion...
i walk out and back MP and gogo about 4 times within 1 hours!!!
hahaha...
i think i will lose 1 kg today..
hmm...
after sing k...
we go limbongan burger for settle our dinner...
after that...
we go back lor...
hahaha..

hahaha...reply the tag from en zai~~

1.The person that tagged you is:
en zai~~because i tag her 1st...wahaha...

2.Your relationship with her/him is:
hmm..she is my sister+brother+friend+classmate..and the most important is she is my 1st friend in MMU...

3.Your first impression of her/him is:
38 and siao siao gal...very friendly also...

4.The most memorable moments with her/him:
when go watch movie with her and kc...we suddenly decide and straight go watch movie...haha...she is my 1st friend in MMU...the 1st people that talk to me in class...

5.The most memorable thing she/he has said to you is:
haha...i think is..."does anyone sit beside you?can i sit beside you?"

6. If she/he is your lover, you will:
nothing is impossible!! maybe one day we will...muahahahahaha!!! ^^

7. If she/he became your lover, what should she improve at:
hmm...not need improve la...just be herself ok d...

8. If she/he becomes your enemy, what would you do:
hmm...i will do what i can do to her...haha...but i think it is very hard...

9. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
hmm...dunno leh...maybe i want die but she dun let me die...hahaha...

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/he now is:
go play every syok things in theme park...hahaha...

11. Your overall impression on her/him:
emo..38..siao..friendly..spontenous..and many many la...

haha...
others not need answer again la...
all in the tag that i do last few days...

gathering^^


hahaha...
hope FRIDAY can come faster~~
really can't bear for gather with you all d...
miss you all so much...
haha...
so so so so long din gather with you all d...
so now really hope that tomorrow is FRIDAY...
hahaha...
let us syok sendiri awhile ya...
take as many photo as we can...
haha...
so...
FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY~~~
faster faster faster come^^


ps: Seow Chein...sorry ya...now only tell you my new blog^^

Monday, April 27, 2009

headache...

haiz...
what can i do...
the day is coming nearer and nearer...
but now...
i haven't decide wanna buy what for YOU..
haha...
who can help me~~
sad la...
the day is coming soon...
and YOU are very important to me...
i love YOU so much...
YOU also love me so much...
YOU are my SPECIAL one...
so really really difficult to decide the gift that wanna give YOU...
haiz haiz haiz...
who can give me some idea???
who can help me???
mother's day just in the corner...
now haven't buy the gift for my mom...
what can i do???
headache ar...

Sunday, April 26, 2009

hahaha...new edition for new pic...


i love this photo~~
kaka...
quite emo...
this photo take during the journey back from Kota Tinggi (my grandma's house)..
i use 3 software for edit it...
1st is photoshop cs4...
2nd is paint.net (i dun like to use it..but it got something that is interesting)..
3rd is...
haha...
my new software...
corel paint shop pro X...
kaka...
it is quite easy to learn and use...
haha...
nice not?
my new work...
so happy^^

Stupid KC!!!hahaha...

1.The person that tagged you is:
Tan Kiat Chiang...my uncle+brother+sister+best friend+classmate...

2.Your relationship with him is:
my uncle+brother+sister+best friend+classmate...

3.Your first impression of him is:
hmm...err...how to say...a stupid guy i think...hahaha...dun kill me ya...

4.The most memorable moments with him:
hmm...err...go watch movie and everywhere lor...but da most memorable is i scald his hand when cook the chocolate...haha...sorry ya^^

5.The most memorable thing he has said to you is:
''i got something wanna tell u...you are my best friend...hahaha..''because he message me at 2 MIDNIGHT!!!

6. If he becomes your lover, you will:
dunno..just depends on the fate...

7. If he became your lover, what should she improve at:
hmm...haha...not need improve la...just be himself can d...

8. If he becomes your enemy, what would you do:
i will KILL him...beat him...cut his hair and many many that i manage to do...muahahaha...so better dun be my enermy...

9. If he becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
hahaha...dunno...maybe NO reason also...

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him now is:
dye his hair to black...hahaha...

11. Your overall impression on him:
hmm...err...erm...a nice guy...haha...see i treat you so good...

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself:
nothing!!!

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
ALL!!!haha...i hate myself very much...

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
doreamon...because he can solve all the things in this world...

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
please let me alone...haha...

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1. Kiat Chiang
2. Xiao En
3. Loyd
4. Grace
5. Xiao Wee
6. Xin Yi
7. Yong Xian
8. Chin Xiong
9. Seow Chein
10. and also you...Long Yew

17. Who is 6 having a relationship wit
her boy boy lor

18. is 9 a male or female:
female

19. If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing:
hahaha...NO...they will become gay...but maybe is good for them...kaka...joking ni...

20. What is 2 studying at the moment:
Foundation in management

21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3:
1 day ago..

22. What kind of music does 8 like:
hmm...dun noe leh...seldom c him listen music...

23. Does 1 have any siblings:
Ya! 1 elder sis, 1 younger bro and 1 younger sis

24. Will you woo 3:
wahahaha...hard to say...he is my big sister leh...

25. How about 7:
haha..hope can la...but he is my ah pa...

26. Is 4 single:
I don't think so...

27. What's the surname of 5:
Tang

28. What's the hobby of 5:
Singing...go gai gai with her boy boy...study...drawing and so on...

29. Do 5 and 9 get along well:
hmm...i think still ok lo...

30. Where is 2 studying at:
MMU...

31. Say something casual about your eyes:
small...but i think is medium...

32. Have you tried developing feelings for 5?
hahaha...she is my best friend d...

33. Where does 9 live:
Yong Peng...but now study at Singapore...

34. What colours does 4 like:
purple...

35. Are 5 and 1 good friends:
nope....because they dun noe each other...

36. Does 7 like 2:
maybe fate will lead them know each other and become...haha...

37. How did you get to know 2:
MMU.. in the class...classmate and also sister..she is the 1st friend that i know in MMU...

38. Does 1 have any pets:
i think no...

39. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world:
haha...i think no...but he is very fit 1...

walao!!!
what a stupid tag!!!

HATE!!!!

just come back from my grandma's house...
mother's mother...
sien...
i HATE to go back to there...
what a stupid place...
but i not hate that place...
i HATE the people there...
i HATE my 1st uncle and his wife...
superior dun like them!!!!
dun ask me y...
haha...
because i can't say out here...
it is my house problem...
kaka...
but one thing that i can tell here is...
they two really very make me sick...
because of their black face to us...
they never talk with us just now!!!
are they really my uncle and auntie???
walao...
hate hate hate...
REALLY REALLY HATE!!!

Friday, April 24, 2009

let bygones be bygones..

this few days...
contact with him almost everyday...
because of something..
he tell me that if he got new gf...
he will tell me...
but...
can i trust him??
kaka...
in this world no one can be trust...
except myself...
that day...
he ask me...
is he really very abuse in everything especially in love?
i say, YES...
he really very 'mu' and slow in love...
he always duno what should do when i am with him...
he never try to understand what i am thinking and what i want...
every time he ask me go out with him...
i really can't go out alone with a guy...
because of my house rule...
but he always din bother it...
i say i can't go out with him...
he sure will start to quarrel with me...
haha...
back to here...
i called him that day when i walk to PAT class after finish PBU class...
i talk with him on the whole journey...
telling him how to treat a girl...
that night...
he sms me and ask me...
girl always thinking of what in their heart?
i really duno how to answer him...
i just say i duno and if you want to know...
you must try your hard to understand girl...
next day...
when he sms me during my moral presentation...
he ask me...
what am i thinking and feel...
when i am with him...
haha...
what a stupid question...
then that night...
he add me in friendster...
then he change his msn PM next day...
he say...
''i really felt sorry to me in this few months since we break up..i also felt that you change a lot d...
maybe is become happier or what...the feeling that you give me is different with before d...''
haha...
am i really change a lot???
i also duno...
here is some words to him...
although he duno my blog...
haha...
long yew...
dun felt sorry to me...
all are pass d...
so just let it go...
we still are friends...
you are my god brother somemore...
haha...
hope you can find a girl that is really suit you...
ya...
maybe you are right...
i really change a lot...
since no you beside me...
i am more independent than you are beside me...
although when we are together...
you seldom accompany me whether when i am happy or sad...
haha...
thanks a lot...
because of you...
i know what is love...
what a hurt thing...
haha...
because of you...
i know that i only can trust myself...
i know that i should face all the things myself...
i know how to hide my sadness behind my fake smiley face...
i learn how to smile when i am damn sad...
haha...
because of you...
i learn how to force myself to smile and do all the things that i dun like to do...
my mind become more mature than before...
really really thanks...
and also...
thanks for love me before...
thanks for treat me so nice before...
this is the last blog that i write for you..
i will obey all the things that i promise you...
hope you also...
and please dun lie me again...
i HATE liar....
haha...
happy always and take care^^
let bygones be bygones...
we must look forward to our future...
but not look backward...

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

am i really happier than before?

My best friends in YP always tell me...
''you look more happier than before..''
but...
is it really to me??
haha...
i also dun know...
maybe is truth but maybe is false...
i almost forget how to cry d...
is it because i never cry when i am sad??
is it because i always laugh when i am unhappy??
haha...
i also dun know...
i only know that i need to be strong...
i need to face all the task that i supposed to meet...
so...
i never cry...
never never cry...
sometimes really really wish to cry out loudly...
but when i wish to cry...
i always force myself dun cry out...
because nothing is worth to let me cry...
haha...
now...
u all will only see my smile and laugh..
but not my sad and unhappy...
i will hide my sadness and unhappy face behind my smile and happy face...
no one can see my sad and unhappy face anymore...
i will smile and laugh when i am sad and unhappy...
kaka...
so...
no one will know whether i am happy or unhappy...
muahahaha...

dun worry about me...i m ok^^

haha...
brother and sister...
dun worry about me...
i m ok d...
i look through all the things in one night...
all none of my business d...
now...
i just wanna be myself...
haha...
give me support ya^^
sorry for din tell u all so many things...
sometimes really dun like to say out...
just wish keep all the things inside my heart...
haha...
so just let all of them be my own secrets ya...
maybe one day i will tell u all...
and also thanks for the magic key chain...
kaka...
and also the consolation from u all ya...
I AM OK d...
really OK d...
haha...
love u all^^

Sunday, April 19, 2009

SISTER GANG...our song^^

sister gang song...
a song for us...
手牵手 shou qian shou...



花开花谢又是季节的转移
hua kai hua xie you shi ji jie de zhuan yi
我们将要面对未来的分离
wo men jiang yao mian dui wei lai de fen li
请你牢记这段记忆
qing ni lao ji zhe duan ji yi
朋友我永远祝福你
peng you wo yong yuan zhu fu ni
人生一定有起落但请不要伤心
ren sheng yi ding you qi luo dan qing bu yao shang xin
我会在你身边给你最多的鼓励
wo hui zai ni sheng bian gei ni zui duo de gu li
做什么都愿意
zuo shen me dou yuan yi
把我们的手牵在一起
ba wo men de shou qian zai yi qi
用青春的手来写奇迹
yong qing chun de shou lai xie qi ji
把我们的心放在一起
ba wo men de xin fang zai yi qi
共同度过风和雨
gong tong du guo feng he yu

花开花谢又是季节的转移
hua kai hua xie you shi ji jie de zhuan yi
我们将要面对未来的分离
wo men jia yao mian dui wei lai de fen li
请你牢记这段记忆
qing ni lao ji zhe duan ji yi
朋友我永远祝福你
peng you wo yong yuan zhu fu ni
人生一定有起落但请不要伤心
ren sheng yi ding you qi luo dan qing bu yao shang xin
我会在你身边给你最多的鼓励
wo hui zai ni sheng bian gei ni zui duo de gu li
做什么都愿意
zuo shen me dou yuan yi
把我们的手牵在一起
ba wo men de shou qian zai yi qi
用青春的手来写奇迹
yong qing chun de shou lai xie qi ji
把我们的心放在一起
ba wo men de xin fang zai yi qi
共同度过风和雨
gong tong du guo feng he yu
把我们的手牵在一起
ba wo men de shou qian zai yi qi
用青春的手来写奇迹
yong qing chun de shou lai xie qi ji
把我们的心放在一起
ba wo men de xin fang zai yi qi
共同度过风和雨
gong tong du guo feng he yu
把我们的手牵在一起
ba wo men de shou qian zai yi qi
用青春的手来写奇迹
yong qing chun de shou lai xie qi ji
把我们的心放在一起
ba wo men de xin fang zai yi qi
共同度过风和雨
gong tong du guo feng he yu
共同度过风和雨
gong tong du guo feng he yu

Saturday, April 18, 2009

stay happiness^^

haha...
just now got 1 friend come my house chatting with me...
suddenly he tell me about YOUR LATEST NEWS...
i was shocked but happy when i heard about it...
he said YOU seems have new girlfriend d...
we break up about half year d...
YOU finally let go all the things...
and find a new one...
although my friend said he not very sure whether YOU have new girlfriend d not...
but this is a good news for YOU...
at least got someone can take care of YOU d...
haha...
wish YOU can stay happiness with her...
actually i wish to know who is that girl...
but it none of my business d...
so...
just let it be and let it go...
YOU also should have YOUR own life...
ME also...
I am very satisfied for my new life now...
i got SISTER GANG accompany me...
everywhere everytime...
i felt very secure when with them...
haha...
suddenly feel very glad that i follow my dad's decision for study in MMU...
maybe this all are fate...
haha...
really wanna thanks my dad...
because of his decision...
i just can meet SISTER GANG...
i really very appreciate the time that i am together with SISTER GANG...

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

the song i love the most now

新歌'xin ge' from 唐禹哲 Danson Tang
this song can totally describe my feeling now...

don't know y...
the 1st time i heard this song...
i have the feeling that wanna cry...
haha...
it really is a nice song...
a song for me...
this song totally console and heal my heart...
my heart is better after i know this song...
haha...
i fall in love with this song since the 1st time i listen it...
now wish to share with you all...
hope you all will like it...
^^



最近我学会唱一首歌
zui jing wo xue hui chang yi shou ge
一首我心里的歌
yi shou wo xin li de ge
低音是无奈的喃喃着
di ying shi wu nai de nan nan zhe
也听不到泪掉着
ye ting bu dao lei diao zhe
最近我爱唱一首歌
zui jing wo ai chang yi shou ge
一首可能你也爱的歌
yi shou ke neng ni ye ai de ge
副歌的情绪在高高的悬崖等
fu ge de qing xu zai gao gao de xuan ya deng
等着大雨疯狂了
deng zhe da yu feng huang zhe
我们都容易对号入座一首歌
wo men dou rong yi dui hao ru zuo yi shou ge
反覆让歌词深深呼应着
fan fu rang ge chi sheng sheng hu ying zhe
可能不同 看不看开的执着
ke neng bu tong kan bu kan kai de zhi zhuo
可能太痛 有些画面谋合
ke neng tai tong you xie hua mian mou he
我们也容易忘记旧歌学新歌
wo men ye rong yi wang ji jiu ge xue xin ge
受过伤还是有爱的资格
shou guo shang hai you ai de zhi ge
在每段难得的起承
zai mei duan nan de de qi cheng
酝酿我们的转合
yun liang wo men de zhuan he
唱一首歌 我最懂的 心歌
chang yi shou ge wo zui dong de xin ge

最近我爱唱一首歌
zui jing wo ai chang yi shou ge
一首可能你也爱的歌
yi shou ke neng ni yi ai de ge
副歌的情绪在高高的悬崖等
fu ge de qing xu zai gao gao de xuan ya deng
等着大雨疯狂了
deng zhe da yu feng huang le
我们都容易对号入座一首歌
wo men dou rong yi dui hao ru zuo yi shou ge
反覆让歌词深深呼应着
fan fu rang ge chi sheng sheng hu ying zhe
可能不同 看不看开的执着
ke neng bu tong kan ub kan kai de zhi zuo
可能太痛 有些画面谋合
ke neng tai tong you xie hua mian mou he
我们也容易忘记旧歌学新歌
wo men ye rong yi wang ji jiu ge xue xin ge
受过伤还是有爱的资格
shou guo shang hai you ai de zhi ge
在每段难得的起承
zai mei duan nan de de qi cheng
酝酿我们的转合
yun liang wo men de zhuan he
唱一首歌 我最懂的 心歌
chang yi shou ge wo zui dong de xin ge
我们都容易对号入座一首歌
wo men dou rong yi dui hao ru zuo yi shou ge
反覆让歌词深深呼应着
fan fu rang ge chi sheng sheng hu ying zhe
可能不同 看不看开的执着
ke neng bu tong kan bu kan kai de zhi zuo
可能太痛 有些画面谋合
ke neng tai tong you xie hua mian bian mou he
我们也容易忘记旧歌学新歌
wo men ye rong yi wang ji jiu ge xue xin ge
受过伤还是有爱的资格
shou guo shang hai you ai de zhi ge
在每段难得的起承
zai mei duan nan de de qi cheng
酝酿我们的转合
yun liang wo men de zhuan he
唱一首歌 我最懂的 心歌
chang yi shou ge wo zui dong de xin ge

Thursday, April 9, 2009

realise...

this few days...
i suddenly feel something...
that happened to me...
i feel that i really change d...
change a lot...
dunno y...
i feel that i am not the LuOWeI before d...
i totally change...
but...
i dunno how to say how i have change...
hard to say out...
really really...
haiz...
maybe i still need some time...
so just let time to solve all the problem...
that day...
my big sister ask me...
still wish to have boy friend not...
of coz i say NO...
because i scared to be hurt again...
n i dun wan to hurt other again...
grace also ask me the same question when we are doing chocolate...
i also have the same answer...
but...
is that the real answer i want?
haha...
coz i promised someone before...
promise some thing...
haha...
so i should observe it...
and i feel that friendship will be more longer than love relationship...
the important is...
I NEVER BELIEVE IN LOVE...
haha...
i won't get into love ANYMORE...
except got someone can touch me...
and find the key of the lock of my heart...
then maybe i will change my mind...
BUT...
it is quite impossible...
coz no one would do that for me...
haha...
I LOVE MY FAMILY, SISTER GANG AND ALL OF MY BEST FRIENDS...

tired but happy^^

this few days busy with my business project..
every night go my uncle's house for waiting morning and doing SUSHI...
Hand roll made by me...

sushi roll of our group...

haha...
we all sleep in the living room only...
so...
can't sleep very well...
i majority no sleep...
haiz...
so everyday go class and sleep..
:p
we also got selling sandwiches and fruit coated chocolate...

fruit coated chocolate..
haha...
although really very tired..
but i feel very happy for it...
coz all of us can gather together and waiting for doing things...
i will appreciate this few days...
and also...
fei char...
she is going to go to another school d...
so we should appreciate this few days...
really very sad to know about it...
but it is truth...
T.T
hope can keep in touch with her after she go KL...
haha...
all the best^^