crying silently in heart.....

a lot of things happen recently....

actually i really can't manage to face them...

but i still act strong....

coz i dun want ppl c my sadness...

i dun wanna let others c my tears....

but now....

i really can't bear anymore...

i just wanna cry out loudly.....

i just wanna find a friend who can willing to lend me his/her ear...

to listen to me....

i need a friend to lend me his/her shoulder....

to let me rely....

let me release all my stress....

sometimes....

i really feel like i am a failure.....

coz i always act nothing happen in front of others....

i can even laugh happily when i was damn sad....

y i always can release my real mood in front of others....

i am really a failure....

i always cry silently in my heart...

arghhh...

wat should i do now???

who can tell me??

i really lost.....

i even duno who i am...

what am i doing??

where am i???

i really can't bear anymore....

gonna be crazy d....

i need a shoulder....

a reliable shoulder...

crying silently.......