【●~~在我的编年史中..写下了一个传说..要把HISTORY..改写成HERSTORY..在我的回忆录中快乐要蔓延很久..那就今天开始建造我王国..我是女王一般的SHERO..看不到找不到等不到你的HERO为何不作自己只手撑天的SHERO..你可以我可以为自己赴汤蹈火不再退缩..不要了不找不等了..谁要HERO..站出来作自己只手撑天的SHERO..你可以我可以为自己赴汤蹈火的SHERO..像女王挥舞著骄傲披风~~●】

♥♥I WANNA BE MY OWN SHERO♥♥

Friday, August 27, 2010

I HATE IT!!!!!!!

feel like wanna cry...
but i had forgot how to cry....
and i hard to let me smile also....
i wanna leave here...
i wanna quit the post....
i wanna leave this meaningless world...
i wanna totally disappear in this world...
i really HATE myself now...
i just wanna to be myself...
but i am not live in my world....
i need the support from u all...
but i dun wanna force u all....
what can i do???
what should i do????
if i keep stay at here....
i definitely become crazy...
i keep forcing myself must to be strong...
but it makes me more n more suffer at here....
since u gave me this post...
i NEVER EVER smile happily...
seriously...
i am STRESS and HATE this post....
but I HAD NO CHOICE...
coz every things were too late....
the feeling that being forced is really suffer...
so i won't force anyone to do the things that they dun like....

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