【●~~在我的编年史中..写下了一个传说..要把HISTORY..改写成HERSTORY..在我的回忆录中快乐要蔓延很久..那就今天开始建造我王国..我是女王一般的SHERO..看不到找不到等不到你的HERO为何不作自己只手撑天的SHERO..你可以我可以为自己赴汤蹈火不再退缩..不要了不找不等了..谁要HERO..站出来作自己只手撑天的SHERO..你可以我可以为自己赴汤蹈火的SHERO..像女王挥舞著骄傲披风~~●】

♥♥I WANNA BE MY OWN SHERO♥♥

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

am i really happier than before?

My best friends in YP always tell me...
''you look more happier than before..''
but...
is it really to me??
haha...
i also dun know...
maybe is truth but maybe is false...
i almost forget how to cry d...
is it because i never cry when i am sad??
is it because i always laugh when i am unhappy??
haha...
i also dun know...
i only know that i need to be strong...
i need to face all the task that i supposed to meet...
so...
i never cry...
never never cry...
sometimes really really wish to cry out loudly...
but when i wish to cry...
i always force myself dun cry out...
because nothing is worth to let me cry...
haha...
now...
u all will only see my smile and laugh..
but not my sad and unhappy...
i will hide my sadness and unhappy face behind my smile and happy face...
no one can see my sad and unhappy face anymore...
i will smile and laugh when i am sad and unhappy...
kaka...
so...
no one will know whether i am happy or unhappy...
muahahaha...

4 comments:

筱薇 said...

seem u r happier than before
tat's true
unless, u got new friends, new life there...
and got old friends and 38 gang oso...
haha
be happy

-tOitOi- said...

really ar?
haha...
miss you so much leh...
find a time let us>>>38 gang and our 'family' gather together ya..

cheinchein said...

i understand how was your feeling..i am having such feeling now also..but, can we just don't bother of it?
since it can makes us feel happier ca forget the sadness..
but as what did u told me, your friend use abt 2 year to forget his past..
maybe not just for him, maybe you, and even me also need such duration...and even longer..
but, remember it...everyone must forget the pass, hold the present and also look forward to the future..times can change everything =)
jiayou..

-tOitOi- said...

haha...
yaya...
we must look forward but not look backward...
jiayou together yo^^
add oil...