【●~~在我的编年史中..写下了一个传说..要把HISTORY..改写成HERSTORY..在我的回忆录中快乐要蔓延很久..那就今天开始建造我王国..我是女王一般的SHERO..看不到找不到等不到你的HERO为何不作自己只手撑天的SHERO..你可以我可以为自己赴汤蹈火不再退缩..不要了不找不等了..谁要HERO..站出来作自己只手撑天的SHERO..你可以我可以为自己赴汤蹈火的SHERO..像女王挥舞著骄傲披风~~●】

♥♥I WANNA BE MY OWN SHERO♥♥

Saturday, May 2, 2009

home??lovely home??

home sweet home..
izzit true??
why every time come back home..
only heard scold and quarrel...
i really very tired d...
hate to be at home...
and hate to be at malacca..
HATE TO BE IN THIS WORLD!!!!
who can tell me the reason???
i think no one can know my situation now...
really stress..
because the burden of my home all on my shoulder d...
it is my turn to carry them on my shoulder...
i am just a 18 going to 19 years old girl ONLY...
why i should to know and learn so many things...
why i can't be a normal one...
have a normal life...
and do all the things i like...
since i am 13 years old...
i had been forced to learn and know or even do all the things that supposed to be done by an adult...
just because this is the responsibility of us to our parent and family...
i really tired d...
sometimes i really need a place for me to rest...
but...
WHERE IS THE PLACE???
of cause..
the place NOT my home!!!
i think i better dun come back every week...
i better stay in malacca...
although i hate to be there too...

3 comments:

筱薇 said...

not only u face this problem,
most of us got same problem also..
for me, i think home is warm and nice,
especially the food and the environment v similiar...
although our mum or siblings might
do "something" that we dun like to see or hear,
but it's the lubricant in a family..
if a family is without those scold or quarrel,
it's seem so boring and meaningless, right???

cheinchein said...

jiayou...i think u should compare urself v chinxiong..his condition is worse...haih..
recently, i learn to be more proactive to every scene..everytimes when i think i m unlucky of "sth"...i wil jz compare myself v those "more unlucky"...life wil be easier^^
we should change our attitude in every situations n always think from the other ways...maybe u could be able to find that---"actuali i m happiness than the other!" and " actuali it is for my own good "..
so, dun take it serious...jz forget it..
smile..=)

Ken said...

cheer up ^_^