can YOU tell me WHY??

always telling myself...
dun go care about u...
always say to myself...
I DUN CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE!!!
BUT WHY???
I STILL VERY CARE!!!!

you start to get hurt..
then the moment you begin to care...
so is that i will never get hurt...
if i never care about everything???

ya...
seriously...
i am very hurt...
not because to that matter d...
but because of the attitude that u treat me...
am i do anything wrong??
pls tell me ok??
YOU will know who i am talking...

ya...
i am the VP of JLS...
but this post is totally not important to me...
i am just a normal girl...
i am just ur best friend...
i duno now u still treat me as ur best friend not...
but i still treat u as my best best friend at here..
inside society..
i am vice president...
but it is just temporary...
outside society...
u still are my best best friend...
this fact will never change...
i appreciate every single things around me...
i appreciate all my friends...

so..
can we back to before??
i know this is a really damn stupid question...
but this is the question...
that keep stuck inside my heart...