decision.....

never regret what u have already decided...
ya...
i will never regret about it...
that decision make me become more mature...
and make me know alot...
but that decision is not related to this post..

last fews month..
i did 2 decisions..
which have changed my life actually...
and which is very hard to me seriously...
1 is that decision which is the big secret to me...
dun ask me is what secret...
and another 1 is this decision...
but i will keep it as secret currently..

i tot i should be happy about this decision...
i tot i have already decided...
but y when the time is getting near to me..
i will feel so scared and worried...
it is really a new life for me...
which i dream of for a very very long time...
but now...
i am wondering...
is it a best choice for me??
is it a best decision??
is it the decision that i make only for running away from the BIG SECRET??
i really dunno...
i have lost in my world again...
again n again....
what should i do??
there are so many things that i still can't let go...
hope nothing will change during tis few years...
hope i can let go all the things...
hope i didn't do any wrong decision for my life...