you will never know...

something that you will never know...
coz i hide it inside my heart carefully....
you know??
it was so damn hard to me...
to hide all the feeling in my heart...
the feeling is getting more n more...
sometimes...
i even can't control anymore..
how about you?
so you have the same feeling with me??
after that day...
i ask myself must be more tough than before..
coz i can see you everyday...
i was really hard to me...
haha...
but now seems everything have over already...
i felt the feeling in my heart is become mature...
yea...
it is not compulsory that...
two person who are love each other must be together...
to be couple...
also can become the soulmate that having love...
although sometimes will feel sad when recall back the days...
but the days were become our past...
although i still feel that it was really not fair to me...
but i know that...
you are also very hurt because of this matter...
if got fate...
we will be together again with no any concerns...
haha...
i will put you in my heart...
although how i seem not care about it...
but actually...
I CARE...
i just act like i dun care...
because i dun want you to worry about me...
haha...
gambateh to you^^